Saturday, July 05, 2008 , 12:38 am
Im such an loser man.

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a sign of agitation and irrated! my curses and swears. why am i so unlucky? 1st to K-9 unit, manage to escape. wad came worst? airforce. shit man!! im gonna stay in for 2 frigging month. omfg? thats not wad i want! if thats the case i rather get into K-9! wth man. Fark!!

got my armband at last and officially im a policeman of the army now. went to the camp after graduating. freaking stupid! its like, damn dusty and dirty. how am i gonna survive in 2 mths? im gonna be so so dead.

went to meet WANS and JORIE after dismissing from the camp. sat around and bought something then settle down at KFC for dinner. WANS dint felt well out of a sudden. so went back directly afterthat. who will wan to wear a army uni walking around? then saw my coy's platoon sgt who isnt incharge of me. lol. but overall i realise hes not as bad as wad we think though, and i realised that im so noticeable? lmao. and the fact that i wasnt in his platoon and he remember who i am. lmao. wth.
hope i will get thru this freaking 2 mths peacefully and so on. STUPID!!!

i have no idea who am i now.
why do you suddenly appear thru my mind?
i wonder and ponder,
i thought i got over?