hais... i m freaking sians.... today lyk dun wad stupid day... sians... went to a argumentative essay workshop today... quite ok lar... learn quite a number of things.... haha.... yups... its held at Unity Sec... the sch is darn big... i m freaking jealous of it... i shloud have chosen that sch... lol... haha... hmmm... then i got certain conflict within all the members from our sch... saying wad i come her oso not listen wan... but i m doing all my notes about it lor... aiya i dont noe lar... i m just lyk JY... problematic... wadeva... u dun lyk me just say lar... no nid to go one BIG round and shoot me right? damn.. i dun really care lar... u lyk me, hate me? i oso dun care lor... just that this is the last yr i gonna do something for those who are my true frens? haha... when times goes by u guys will get wad i have done for yar guys... think wun be really big thing lar... yups.. at least there is only three person know i m not in a good mood... xin and je and jenn... haha.. thanks girls... haha.... yups... hmmm guess that's all ba.... if not i continue and i will curse and swear and start kicking things lyk the CPU? lol....

王力宏 - Kiss Goodbye
Baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心好好
欣赏你的美
幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走去跟随
每一次和你分开深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔痛苦难以释怀
每一次kiss you Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
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但欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味我终于明白

"Inside Your Heaven"
I've been down
Now I'm blessedI felt a revelation coming around
I guess its right, it's so amazing
Everytime I see you
I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
All my dreams are in your eyes
I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
When we touch, when we love
The stars line up, the wrong becomes undone
Naturally my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes
I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall,
I'll still be here
Holdin you until the day I die
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
Oh yes I do
I wanna be inside your heaven


Amazed- Lonestar
Every time our eyes meet
feeling inside me
almost more than I can take
when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes


Solo
Every little thing that you do
so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do Baby,
I'm amazed by you

haha... joke of the day... to think that i actually got thru second part of the competition... lmao... how can this happen man? lol.. although i want to win... but... its still out of my mind of crossing over to the second round... lol... i actually got thru... weee~ cheer for me yea? haha...
hmmm... shall i talk about my history?but its lyk kinda weird lei... haha... as if i m dying... nah.... dun worry... i wont die so early... haha...
hmmm..... lets start from pri sch yar? haha... my pri sch life was lyk... lol... full of fun as we are still freaking kido.... i still remember i used to copy mental sum from my friend as i m quite slow at listening as the teacher is talking lyk machine gun... lol.... to think that my maths now actually suck lyk hell... haha... holla.... haha.... pri 1 and 2 is the most funniest... at that time we used to play around stuff lyk bomb bags? which there are still kids playing it right now... haha... that time i ask my friend to help me get one... so in class we were figuring the thing out... but the teacher saw it and confisicated it... and.... he actually pressed on it... whahaha... then i said something mean lar... i said later bomb u to death... he heard... hence i got a spanking from him.... lmao... haha.... then grow up till secondary life... hmmm... 1st two years wasnt that great as we got into really deep trouble just because of fun... damn... i regretted so much about it lor.... haha... but finally changed yar... influence ba... how dumb of me getting into this kind of trouble which really upset my whole lot of friends and my family... i know some of my friend really dun understand why i did that... FYI i have only a limited amount of friends... but those who cares isnt the guys.... but its the GIRLS! lol.. nah... jkjk.... boys and gals can be real good friends what.. plus they aint my kind neither i m their kind... lol...i so damn freaking disgusting... lol...haha... then till sec 3 not that bad... just that always quarrel with people... lol... kinda lame lar... to think that the friend who actually throw chair at me now are quite ok friend? lol... laugh it out... joke... haha... ok... haha...we should see what happens in the future of me...!

haha... ok... lets talk about love? lol... hmmm start from pri sch again.. haha... hmm... used to lyk this girl whom is in the same class as me from pri 3 to 4? but she dont know lar... till some day dun noe who i tell then the person go spread and she heard... lol... quite lame lar...haha... but she kinda knows... but pri 6... my best fren actually chased her and got her... but he abit mad also lar u know.. steady not even a year jiu break liaos... super duper lame.. lol... then move on to secondary sch... lmao... hmm... use to lyk a junior of my friend... we know each other... but one fine day.. i oso dun noe why i go confess to her... she knows lar... but she told my meimei to played me out lyk nobody's business... my meimei told me and i was lyk err.... errr.... i m speechless... i din know guides have such an evil heart? lol... jkjk.... still young still young... haha... then moving on... sec 4.... hmmm... ok... i met this girl on the net... hmm... then exchanged number and so on... then slowly get to know each other abit better... hmmm... FYI shes the first person i gone movie with... that was with her friend... yup... hmmm... then after i think a few months... then again... i dun noe what happen confessed again.... diao.... haha... but now we lyk hardly contact each other already... hmm...have few things to tell her ba... hmmm.... i really do enjoy those days where we sms each other(as friend), watched movie and so on... but i really hope to go back to past yar... haha... hmmm... yups... if u got any problems or what... u can have my listening ear... yeps.... lets see what will happen to my future me...~!

hmmmm guess that's quite alot already lar.... lol.. talk so much rubbish... lol.... what the hella man... haha... ok lar... i better get going before my sis starts yakking at me already... i shall gooo...... SING SONG... haha.... yups... dun think people read anyway... cos... I SUCK.. lol.. i know lar... i seriously know lar... just say it infront of me... haha... adios...

爱.无力Kelly Poon Kar Lai
最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘
不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚

我只想对着夜空轻轻的呼吸
问自己最爱的人到底在哪里
在慌乱中翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情我的心如此无力

其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪滴落在手心


我只是想要…Kelvin Tan Wei Lian
找寻一个没有寂寞的地方
一个你和我的天堂
就算是勉强
曾经走过的每一个荒唐
紧握着你的手
再多困难我们都坚强
找寻一个没有方向的地方
oh--
只有你和我能飞翔
爱情的前方
有些模糊也有一些彷徨
紧握着你的手带你流浪
一起仰望
我只是想要一些疯狂
和拥抱你的希望
或许迂回辗转万般艰难
只用心的将你牵拌
我真的想要一些疯狂
和亲吻你的力量
拥抱你哭泣陪你伤心
绝不会让你受委屈
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我用想念的距离
化身一颗星
拼命闪耀为你照亮
黑暗中的阴影 oh
我用最后的生命
持续着呼吸
只为了等待
拥抱你

hmmm... today nothing much happen... went to a talk with dad mum sis and mum's friends... hmm.. kinda stupid lar... cos its lyk talk about feng shui... diaoo... san tiao xian... as if i will listen lyk that... haha... lyk a few hours want lei.. then in the end my dad oso cant tahan so we took a cab home... then ended up eating in the coffee shop... diao... freaking hungry man.. i woke up at 11 then hunger hunger till 4pm... by the time i ate is already 5pm and its dinner time... diao... lunch-ner... lol.... haha... lol... mai-a-hi mai-a-hoo~ lol... listening to that song right now... lmao.. haha.. ok.. im hungry again... i m sooooooOOOoooo hungry... i shall call my mum and ask what time they coming back and i can get some food... god damn it... i have lost one freaking kilogram and now i shall gain back what i lost... wah lao.. sians... not easy u know... haha.. nothing to blog already... haha... ii shall go and wait for my food or go down get myself... wee~ i want prata!!!!!!!!!!

My 1st step was successful... 2nd step coming up... MSN here I COME~

KISS ME123 我最爱的那个你
让我给你甜蜜 为你挡风遮雨
KISS ME123 唯一爱的就是你
要和你在一起 为你我什么都愿意
我什么都愿意 爱上你的微笑
一夜睡不著 怎么办才好
因为你的美丽 让我神魂颠倒
慢慢慢靠近你 不让你知道
我的心在跳 闭上我的眼睛
幻想你赖在我怀抱 别让我失去了你
别把爱藏在心里 让我听一听
让我听一听 你的心

my life kinda getting miserable and miserable each day... today just have a quarrel with sis... dun really understand her somehow... i offer to help her buy rice after i bath... but i really dun have the intention like want some rewards lyk can use for the comp or whatever things... but she insisted that i m lyk that... i dun really know why for now... u can scold me stupid for all you can... which i dont really care alot now... i have the tendency not to care so much about how people think... for what stress over what people say about you? just heck it lar... reflect, think and laugh over it lar... seriously no point taking so hard about it... hais... just heck it lar.. i dont really care... whatever... yups... then today study... darren cant make it.. so i went to mac myself to do my it on my own... however.. i kinda being chased out by the guy somehow... he said... err.. sorry no self study here over the weekends... i was lyk... eh.. i got buy ur things lei... not i din buy.... i want to complain alot about clementi mac... chased people out and the wireless connection is always not working... kns... whatever... haha.. ok... blog til today... hmmm... to my counsellor keri a.k.a jenn... dun get too sad over it... send my regards... my condolences to ur grandma...

i damn freaking pissed off lar... i was running on the field today.... yup... i have been running on the field during recess for quite long already yar... but its always me and darren running on the field... but that idoitic desmond... let me say again... IDIOTIC desmond came and disturb us... actually i m quite ok about it... i m just that my leg was injured badly last time so i cant run really that fast... but he insisted that i m just finding excuses for being useless... i was lyk... fine... i dont really care... as long as i m happy i ok with it... to think that i m still more pro than any one of us in the badminton ok? if not for my leg... i would have trash u guys lyk nobody's business instead of just win by a few points... however.... i seriously think that i dun really have much friend as compared to primary sch friends.. but the thing is we hardly contact with each other already... which means that i m left with no one except some... whatever... i shall just reflect on myself weather problem lies on me or them? yups... lastly.... why do people take people's thing without permission? u know i get very irritated and pissed off when people do open my bag and take my things without my permission... seriously dun noe why lei... why do people really take ur things without ur permission? show some respect to ur friends can? just lyk today... i was sweaty and therefore i took out my watch and left it on my desk... guess what? when i return to my desk, my watch is lost.... i thought it was shaun the one who took it so i force him to hand it out... however its not... i have to apologise to shaun about it... and again... its was taken off by some idiots and landed it on fe... serioudly if i flare up i shall dun really hesitate on reporting it to murali...according to law chapter 10000000 taking people's thing without permission is consider as stealing and is a civil crime... *just for ur laughter* i seriously get damn pissed off by this kind of people... really gets on my nerves somehow... but nvm.. i shall just forget it and just laugh about it that when do i go such class in the first place... i should have study bloody well in my PSLE and get into better sch? blah... heck care... okay... forget about it... hmmm... today's chinese competition... hmmm.. dun know the results yet lei... but i think i really felt cold sweat when my turn comes... damnn... i think i missed a few words and got out of tune somehow... haha.. but hope i get into the finals so i get the four freaking marks for my mid yr oral... wee~ yups... haha... that's all for today i think... haha.. i shld get going to record song soon... my throat pain... stupid competition made me read lyk siao... haha... yups... ciao`

i have made my 1st step towards U...

lmao... wee~ haha... shiok shiok... today no competition... yay! haha... postponed to tml... sobs.... haha... i still think it was a easy task but actually i m like quite nervous lei... whahaaha.... lmao... dont know why... lol... i always thought that i will have the courage to speak up.. but i was wrong... OMG... jialat liao lar... always lyk that want... lol... haha... hmm... tml ali wont be here so we got no humans! cheers!wee... her whole family lyk kena chicken pox... cheerious... haha... but we still have to do that stupid project which lyk freaking important for us because she say this topic confirm plus dun noe how freaking dumb chops that it will come out this year.... but there is one thing she gonna do which is she is not going to teach us... wah lao... important topic still dun want to teach... want we all to major in certain portion then teach the whole class... err... i was lyk what if i screw up the portion and we gonna get it... FOR SURE! haha.... lmao.... haha... focus lyk slack slack slack... see speech day rehersal... but the marching lyk kinda stupid... they march lyk err.... qm was lyk... oh my... my stupid guides.... lmao.... haha.... i was laughing my head off.. wahahha... but i seriously find our guys in our class kinda childish lar... cant boy and girl makes great pal? lamo.... haha.... then wad about me and jin er? diao... we have been friends for 10 yrs lor... diao.. haha... hmmm.... today lyk talking sense day... told qm alot of things... then she say i lyk bian li shang dian... which means 7-11 24hrs a day... wee~ i earn money u know... haha... no lar... she say until lyk i very stupid lyk that... but seriously i think ... haha... quite true lar... haha.... nvm... haha... hmmm today jiu write to here ba... blog again another day...

here's a song.... from me to her...
等待一點一滴你對我感到安心
感覺朋友關係有了新的默契
便利商店裡誰也買不到我們最想要的東西只握在喜歡的人手上
給我你的愛
讓我陪著你去未來
給我你的愛
手拉著手不放開
就算宇宙爆炸
海水都蒸發
只願你的記憶裡有我的擁抱
我的最大幸福是發現了我愛你
靈魂有了意義用每一天珍惜
便利商店裡
誰也買不到
我們最想要的東西只握在喜歡人手上
給我你的愛讓我陪著你去未
來給我你的愛手拉手不放開
就算宇宙爆炸
海水都蒸發
只願你的記憶裡有我的擁抱
雨和天空也有相愛的可能 望著你的微笑情不自禁
給我你的愛讓我陪著你去未來
給我你的愛手拉手不放開
就算地球毀滅來不及流淚
只願你的記憶裡有我的擁抱

read in unicode... but i doubt got people reads... haha... show ur presence at the tag... ur tag will be grateful appreciated...

diaos... so stress... lmao... wah lao... tml got wad stupid competition... wad reading competitiion... lmao... haha.... sians diao wan lor... ok.... haha.... hmmm... today training was fabulous? haha... i rocks lyk nobody business... haha... dun noe lei... some kind of improvement bahs.... hmmm.. yup... then i sort of become she zhang of badminton ler... ok.... lyk captian... eveyone gotta listen to me... yups... then the donkey face lyk kinda bullying those sec one kidos... then i was lyk... errr... wad the hell... i nvr give such instruction for them to run 4rounds within 6mins... wad the hella man.... lmao.... then i went down to check things out... yar... some sort of monitoring... then they run till siao liao... then i just stand there to supervise them... then got one quite plump guy running last lar... he is panting lyk nobody business... so i ran with him for the last run... encouraging him to perserved to the finishing line... but he lyk going to have asthma attack soon then i call him to chill as later he kena then jialat... (i cant do cpr)... lol... yups.. then after the whole run they instructed them to do 20 sits up... i was lyk... huh? scratch head... they just ran 4 rounds lor... then i say no... let them rest for 10 mins and get some sip of water 1st... but really scary lar... yups... then after all thing go home... she din have training... sobs... haha... lol... then went home done homeworks... i so guai... wahahaha.... yups... overall today quite happy lar... jin er praise my singing lyk dun noe wad.... lol... im on cloud nine... wee~! lol... Kiss GoodBYE~~~ i rocks lyk nobody business... right jenn? lol.... ok...gtg... bb!

stress stress stress... knn... i still cant be off by the notebook system... knn... i shld have just sit down there and do my test nicely... but i didnt... wah lao... sians... this aint gonna be the way man... hais... so sians... today took back chinese test... i cant believe i got 66 for it... i'hv got full confidence in it yet this kind of bloody results... diao... cross-eyed may lead u to death.. i swear my mock exam tml gonna rock big time yea... haha... wahahahahahaha.... all u people shall die... haha... but quite jialat oso lar... gonna have physics retest and mock exam tml... really can die wan lei... lol... hmmm... i have slacking alot... even running i still slack... haha... but nvm... lol... now i m flooded with ms qu's pictures... lol... hahaha..... ok lar... i know she will be there always... haha... then where's zaizai gone? damn... lost again... dig her up please... lol.... haha... i have updated my friendster profile... lol... kinda lame liao... lol... i'm like keep typing full english right? lol... cause if i type or talk like a bloody english men i sound or look bloody intelligent... yeps... i sound bloody intelligent right now... lol... yea... i switching my singing genre to english pop already... yayness... haha... too much chinese song already... yeps... i will still sing chinese song no matter what... people will not know why i got such a dramatic change in me... i shall refrain myself from talking too much in class already although i think i m changing into an extrovert person already but i shall be introvert at times because its the real me.. haha... ok... i shall be prepare to go and watch my campus superstar and get revising my physics and chinese mock exam... btw... may i maybe asking people to go to Kbox for my bdae... hmmm... but i not sure weather u all need to pay anot cause if i got save money means u all no need to pay lar... but if u guys do pay.. then no need present at all... anyway i dont want presents... lol... must come lei... those i call de... i no friends ler lei... but think wont be on actual day because its on a fri which we gonna have our mid yr chinese people... haha... but dun think will have alot of guys going as none of them sings... lol... even though who does i am not really familiar with... yups... so will inform yar guys later when the times come... i hope may do come fast as i will get 150 from my mum and 50 from my granny on labour day! and i can most probably get my L'Amour 7370 or sony ericsson walkman which is quite impossible... yups... or maybe any nokia phone which rocks? haha... or maybe sony erricsson k750i... motorola v3X .. haha... okok... this will go none stop... alrights... take cares peeps... all the best tml... lol... joling u have to speak like a bloody English man and u will sound bloody intelligent tml morning speech... lol... same goes to jintong... byeeeee...

hais... i m back again this time round... yups... hmmm... ok... i had this workshop called this way up.. yups... hmm... its kinda lyk a motivation camp... yups... ok... its lyk a 8 am to 7pm on wed 8am to 5pm on thrus and 8am to 9pm on fri.. quite strenous lar... hmmm... yups... 1st day is lyk slack slack slack... yups... then she ask people for introduction... then for no reason i was called... then i was lyk huh? me ar? then introduce myself... then when she ask about my cca.. those people whom i dont really lyk neither they lyk me shout rocker... then she ask weather i join css... then i was lyk yar... why? then wadeva lar... she asked me to sing the nxt day... but i din want to lar... fortunately i din sing the nxt day.. but on the last day... she made me sing... and i think it really suck lar... aiya... i just cant sing infront of her... but the trainer who made me sing lets me build up a courage within me that i can sing everywhere infront of anyone except her... errr... hais... nvm... i shall not stress about it too much... which i dun really care now... wrote a song... yups... hmmm... shld be posting it up real soon... din really get to tok much to ms cla as i have no mood now as jenn now... i think jenn can be my cousellor though... lol... guess thats all ba... dun feel lyk blogging too much... i will blog again another time... cya guys...

lmao... ms cla online... but she is busy lar.... doing hmwks... i shall not disturb her....

i m not going to blog anymore since noone visits... haha... so i just have to close this blog... i t still will be here lar... i will still reply to tags and so on.... yeps.... so if really want to blog i will blog... so i wun be ard here anymore!