feel like dying now. super feel like dying and 絕望.. JAE results out today. guess what? my aplication is unsuccessful.. its sad la. why must this happen to me? my god. just kill me can? its sad when u see many people going to poly and appeal as it meant that more challengers is competing with u. im glad to see that ECE is a higher chances of getting in for me, but who knows. everything is unpredictable. hope everything goes well and pray hard that either RP or NYP accept me. ever thought of finding somewhere and die. although there isnt much people who care. but it still stopped me and kept me calm for the sake of my loved ones. haiss.. hope everything goes good ba.. hope 蒼天不負有心人﹐讓我能度過這個艱難的一關。
Peace Out.