woots. finally back home. embarked at 2200 at home. kinda late. due to some stupid stuffs and so.

Day 1:
nothing much though. did our sleeping bashas. and carried on for night walk in the night. overall kinda fun.

Day2:
had 6km route march. damn tiring~ walk till siao. but less than a km i slip and fell, but i perserved due to my garang-ness. firing of blanks. nice~ lol. passed everything swiftly though had some abrasions here and there. but its fun. cool till death.

Day3:
people needed dig their "graves" which is shell-scrapes to camo there for defense. so those who are not digging sat there and shake legs do nothing. boring till death.

Day4:
teared down everything we did and went back.

total field camp trip was enriching and fun i believe. with people nice and so. but with people who stabs people at the back really kick asses. i had really enough of nonsense and whatever shits. lol. at the very least, i happy with the people whom i hang around with frequently.

lol. i feel more garang,slimer and man~ LOOOOOOL!!!! 2 more weeks to post out! which means im gonna leave that place real real soon! might miss there, maybe? lol. people there definetely, though its merely 7 weeks. but i really appreciate what this people has contributed in my life there for at least 7 weeks. yayness. haha. okays. nothing to blog much, wanna go to my lala land soon. alright. thats all! Peace OUT!

let you be will make me happier.
how long i'll take will depends.
you never know, whats at the next corner.
left turn, right turn, you will face different obstacles.
I WILL GET THROUGH THE OBSTACLES ASAP!

lol. dam tired can. was talking on the phone till 5am. FIVE AM IN THE MORNING CAN. was having conference with friends. damn sian one lo. lol. cos its like 4 guys and 1 girl. lmao. -.- oh man. sian. slept at 5am and woke up at 10. 5 frigging hours of sleep. thanks to them ok. lol. hai. soon going back to lala land le. emo emo abit. =X lol. im like emo-ing every night in camp. till all of them bth to the max. hai. sian sia. okok. im going back to that corner in my house already. LOL.

things to be achieve by 10th june.
1. hit desired weight.
2. face to be maintian smaller each day.
3. forget whatever unhappiness.
4. learn to be a better person.
5. get happier each day.
6. become elmo instead of emo.
7. get through whatever i need to get through.
8. make at least 5 good friends.
9. think before actions.
10. SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH.
11. her to be happier without my presence.
12. sleep and dont think too much.

hope things goes fine.
hope she will be better off without me.
hope i will stop whatever its needed.
I WILL GET THROUGH THIS EMONESS OF MINE!

P.S let me feel reader's presence, TAG BEFORE YOU LEAVE.

weets. my 2nd book out. hahas. went lunch with JOEY, my platoon mates and sgt. LOL. i know that fellow's name who is in caps will read one. pain in the ass. LOL. haha. okok. yeah. Army isnt that tough. i mean for my situation la. lol. yeah. people has been good to me, bad to me. those who are good to me, i know. heh. you know who you are. my heart to heart talker. hmmm. basically i spent the whole day loitering around jurong myself. LOL. went to get all those neccessary stuffs for myself and people. yeah.. then went to walk alone at IMM for some relieves. 5days in camp is torturous. LOL. but with people who are good, time pass well. went around finding the fone im looking for. but to no avail. zzz. sianza. tml try to go town and find. POCKET GONNA BURNZ. i barely hit my bank on 1 frigging thousand. when can i ever save till my car. LOL. okok. kinda tired. back to emo. LOL. anyway. people im fine alright. yeaps. no worries. i know you people care, but im okay. :D


let time heals. :D
早知道爱
我已忘了喜欢给你的爱
是永远不晚只因为爱
我都明白将我的心放你口袋等待

nothing much to blog. went out with usual peeps to have dinner. wanted to trick them, but i failed. just a stupidlity killed me straight. LOL. alrights. slack till around 11 plus and finally settled at home at 12. which im already half seh cos i used to the 2230 lights off timing. body clock is working.

This is for you.
i dont know wad to say.
just that...
hmmm...
the reason i smsed you that day.
is becos, we hardly sms each other already.
if not, it would be me, smsing you, getting short replies from you.
yeah. perhaps, the feeling might be not the same anymore.
just to let you know, my feelings never changes.
i said that, just becos i think, most probably,
you wont want wait till i serve my service for 2 years thou theres off.
or you already lost that feelings we had in the past long ago.
maybe its just me,
one-sided? for 9 mths plus til10 mths?
i never get to know.
maybe, i did it right? maybe im not?
i really dont know.
now, i asked you to read this,
and the reason i asked to be parted is becos im going NS.
thats the only reason, not becos of feelings or anything.
i asked if 25th apr you'll be free,
i just hope that i can see you.
when you are working, and we are quite near,
i just hope that i can accompany you home.
when you said that you are afraid of horror movies,
i told you i'll be by your side.
the last question you asked was if i doesnt want to sms you then fine,
my answer to you now is, im actually serving the nation, and i could only
use the fone for a limited period of time, while you didnt know.
i just want you to be happy or something, i dont like to force people or anything.
im asking you to read, is becos, i want you to know the actual reason.
sorry for being that. thanks for the memories that will etched to my heart.
分开以后每当想到你就会低下头紧握着手不知过了多久我相信你 就会有一样的辛酸难受都曾经深爱过谁有谁能舍得在离开你之后想快乐也只是一种强求一个人怎么过都是愁懂得拥有却未必能让你为我停留最后只剩遗憾拉住我不放手

today is the 1st book out i had. oh yes man. finally. instead of 2weeks, came out on the 5th day!!! WEETS. okok. im kinda of immune to it already. 7weeks not too long not too short. just nice. but thank got i got nice bunk mates, sgt and pl sgt. THANK GOD! but the bunk mates, .-- all talking to gf one sia. ass. lol. being turtle already. cos my COY is Ninja. but we dont work like one. LOL!! hahas. okok. will do some blogging after 10th my 1st wkend bookout! PEACE OUT AND DONT MISS ME MUCHA.


5th day of breakup isnt easy.
you didnt ask why, cos you wont know why.
maybe, im just plainly one-sided.
waiting blindly for you.
i missed you badly.
and you wont know.
looking out the window,'
though we are breathing the same air,
at 2 far places.
i will still wonder,
whether you are great out there.
having fun with your friends taking care of yourself.
maybe,
someone else taking care of you.
im just no one to say anything about it now.
5 days, and not even an reply from you.
i guess,
a fullstop has been placed there.
take care, miss the good times!
goodbye love.
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里　
最后一句
其实还爱你