i have decided not to edit anymore of this blog. partially is due to my laziness and this were the hard works of mine few years back.

time flies, when i 1st started this blog im like 15? or so. now, im 21. so much changes.. army is through, now im heading back to studies.

in 2010, what had happened?

Jan, nothing much, still serving the nation doing whole lot shit as usual. but enjoying what im doing thou.

Feb, got promoted to the rank of CFC. it wasnt easy, been thru whole lot and i finally got it. and in name of Infantry, i got my rank. awesome. at least a CFC to cover the shame of didnt go into Specs course due to PES status and size(of cos.) and to make my dad proud.

Mar, preparing for ORD.. stayed at home most of time doing nuts. hahahaha. oh yes not forgetting getting wisdom tooth extraction. it sounded painfull but it was ALRIGHT! haha. im those kind who are afraid of pain, but apparently this was nothing to me.

Apr, continuation of the extraction and last but not least my ORD. my RSM actually praised me as a good soldier when he signed my clearance. and my chief clerk and CO actually gave me a testimonial! which is good as in looks presentable for me when my employers wants to see the records of my NS. heh, i performed well. :D

May, had my 21st birthday celebration at downtown east. didnt expect so many people actually turned up for my parteh. the sight was only descriptable using three letters, W O W. it was magnificent. seriously. im happy that almost all my friends attended which rounds up to about 50? or more and relatives adding up to nearly 30. total of about 80 person. last but not least my whole family was there. totally appreciated. my mum, dad, sis and granny spent so much time in getting me wet by asking my friends to sabo me. it was definetely memorable. photos taken, memories.
went to taiwan as well, i actually slimmed down after the trip. thanks to my sis bringing me for some route march even after my service to the nation. its so so damn screw up. but, well, had a ok one.
May was quite a tough month, visited the hospital almost every day as my dad was admitted to the hospital on my actual birthday and i celebrated in the hospital.

June, it was the toughest and the worst month. i dont know how to say, but it was the worst month ever in my life. Dad passed on after one month in the hospital. it happened so suddenly which we dont expect it. he was in good condition before we actually advised him to the hospital due the his frequent chest pain. we thought that it might be good just to have a check. he was doing fine even during my trip to taiwan. but things changed after he shifted in the normal ward. he started to see things and his condition detoriates. and in the end he actually bled in his brain causing him to go into deep coma. we stayed 24/7 to accompany him, hoping that miracle will come upon him. however, god was helping him to fight the war, but the opponent are far too strong. doctor says that he can fight at most for 2 days, but his will power was so strong that he fought thru 11 days before he actually got defeated. he is so strong and powerful. its something that i must learn from him, to be strong and powerful no matter what has come upon. as long as you give in your best, you are the winner. i just cant help now but tearing while missing him. with that i must really learn from him to be strong. i cant be a weakling here crying. the responsibility has been passed down to me as im the only guy at home now. my sis is however still a female, thou she is having the responsibilty as she is the oldest, i must work thru to take over sometime. it has been five weeks since he left us, i still cant take the fact that he actually left us. i really miss him. oh god, im sounding so gu niang now.


okay. so far i have updated what has happened so far and i shall stop here. i think i will go bonkers if i continue cos im stopping myself to weep. ciaos~