haha.... sians.... prelims are round the corner... or should i say its started already..... ahhh... damn.... i m not fully prepare.... hahaha.... wad the shit... lmao... sians... how ar... okok.... hmmm.... okok i shall update from the back....

August 19/20
hmmm went to westmall on the 19... went to see will pan... haha... but i din go up and sign as usual... haha... then went to find sis in the crowd... yar... then after whole event went down to JP... then go find mum they alll.... haha... damn fulll.... they feed me machiam lyk wad sia... haha... then on the 20.. woke up ard 1 plus.. then slack slack... yups... then go J8 and find sis they all see will pan... haha... i dun intend to go in as i just want to hang around waste time... but her friend some how got extra tic then go in lor.... hahaha.... but on that event i had a darn memorable event... haha.. but i m not revealing here!



August 25
hmmmm... basically the 1st exam of the month starts.... SCIENCE PRACTICAL... oh man... i was lyk shaking shaking shaking... it has been a time since we took the term 3 practical... but overall its went through quite ok lar... yups... luckily i was quite well prepared lar... they keep saying " aiyo... electricity will come out not... huh huh huh... aiyo..." lmao... haha... then before going in... i was still telling KC.. "aiya... electricity confirm wun come out for sure lar!" the 1st thing i go in is stunn.... lmao... electricity come out! lame!!!!!! haha... btu lucky lar... i took around 10 mins to finish it up... hahaha.... the i think i screwed chemistry.... and i got a feeling that i screw physics again... haha.. then din really bother that much.... then went tuition in the night.... darn tired... dun noe why also... yup....

August 26
went to help out in my friend's scout event at JP... its was some kind of lan gaming competition and we were officials for the event in order to earn our CIP hours.... haha... yups.... i made some stupid mistake which make all of them laugh their heads off... yar... wadeva... haha... then after the event we went nxt door to play pool... haha... my skills defects... nooooo.... hahaha... ridley still the Pro-est among us... maybe he scretly trained outside? hahaha.....

August 28
haha... my mum came backed from malaysia... he get me darn alot of things... lyk adidas shoes... most importantly is shirts! she buy 4 for me! haha....








August 29
ahhh.... death day... haha... we took our 1st prelim major paper... ENGLISH PAPER 1&2 and PHYSICS PAPER 2.... eng paper 1 was ok... i wrote wrongly for the situational writing and re-wrote it wasting most of my time... then i skipped over to compo 1st... the compo was lyk rushed out during the last min... then situational writing write only briefly... ahhh.... hence ENGLISH PAPER ONE = SCREWED... English paper 2... wahh..... killer.... this is wad ali oso agree.... the 1st passage is lyk damn hard to understand lor... wah lao... kill us at prelim... arrggg.... therefore ENGLISH PAPER 2 = SCREWED....physics was quite easy... but i merely just memorised the fomulae and so on without doing the booklet... ahhh... all came out from the booklet... noooooooo.... thus.... PHYSICS PAPER 2 = SCREWED....

August 30 *TODAY*
hmmmm... today machiam lyk not much lesson lei... hahaha... but overall still ok lar...many good news... and bcos got PE... lol... darn fun... soccer... top form today.... lol... hmmm... physics... glad to hear from ms chen that i passed my physics practical and was the higest of my class and the highest of the level is 10/15... ok... not that bad... yups... quite satisfy about it as she told us that only got 2 passes in my class... so i have taken one of it... who will take up another position...? lets see... then she go through the physics paper 2 we took yesterday... quite alot correct sia... compare to term 3 i may score quite well which is great satisfaction to me! i promise ms chen to do well so i will do well or perhaps better than term 3...! i told about it after lesson... she was quite happy for me some how... but hope i realy do as wad i have promise to her... as for english... mrs chua marked my scripts already... she said although its brief but she really see improvement and hard work from me... haha! this really motivate me for now!


guess thats all! Peace Out!

hais.... why must i lead a miserable life? hais.... 1st is my dad... ok... he kept saying that i better go lose weight and i m gonna make him lose face... im lyk okay... i will slim down some day... but wads hurting was yesterday... as my mum took my results yest... although it sucks... but she din want to say anything but just asked me to study harder... my dad was lyk... "Ha. wonder how u going to poly.. i think even ite oso dun want you.. u shld have go ITE instead of going on to sec 5 and study o lvl.. auyong(my sch vp) was right. he said with ur n lvl point. its abit hard to go poly.." i was lyk wad? have i thrown ur face? as long as one day o lvl has not passed i still have the time to study and produce results k? u everyday see me u shake your head saying i m fat.. who made me this size? if u were to control my diet i wouldnt be in this state. dont u think its abit hurting? u say me fat, i m ok already.. i dun take it to heart.. but the fact that i couldnt study? i really dont know.... sometimes i really feel lyk growing up fast(sounds lyk kid...?) so i wouldnt be in this state.... i din want to utter anything before i get myself a whole lot of shelling... so i just sat aside keeping quiet.... as for school... why must i being mock, bully by people? ok i m fat... but arent you human? u guys said things that was lyk not wad a human shld say? din you have feelings? put urself in others shoes.. then why must i be the one who always get punch at the arm? why not others? but me? and i that irritating or annoying? this really make me sit down and think... what are these people thinking? and now i know why the girls in the class thinks that the boys are childish... i really dont understand.... i reallly dont know what to do... so what if i m always being bullied by u all? lyk today... yest u have oral 1st... why today we cant be the 1st..? i really dont know ok... then u give that F*** face and walk away... i dont really care ok.... u so clever dont take lar... when a tiger dont roar, u treat it as a sick cat. ha.. u wait... hai... i really dont know whats wrong with this guy. may someday they met so bigger bully and allowed them to know how pain is it.