HEYS ALL LOVES. lols. okay. today shall be my last post of the month. yeah. i will be serving the nation tml onwards. I'LL BE A REAL MAN BY THEN. hahas. okok. yeps. okay. how i spend my last day was actually quite simple. went back to PWP to collect my commission and stuff before heading down to bugis. bought the goggles and my tuffle bag for BMT. yeah. a branded one. hahaa. yeps. then after that went back to clementi to shave my hair and meet my sec sch mate for dinner at botak jones. ate and chat till about 9 plus 10 and headed home packing my stuffs and so. haha. oh man. so fast. im heading in and be out after 2 long weeks. hahahaha. okokays. i will be updating if i have the chance or anything. and people who wants to catch me during weekends, BOOK ME IN ADVANCE. ahahahs.

lol. got my Final Product of the recording at muisc garage. 難聽 to the maxx alright. hahaha. here you go. comments goes to the tag board.

Warning: Do not on your speakers loud as its disturbing.
Disclaimer: If you have issue with my voice, myself or anything, keep it to yourself. Thanks!



Comments from the teacher: pitching alright, speed might be fast and slow at times, overall is ok but without emotion. voice can be more powerful. Words pronounciation can be better (咬字不清楚) potential to hit high notes, needs more training.
Comments from one of my friend: overall can be better.
Comments from me, myself and i: sucked to the max, some parts is really CMI. background vocal covered my voice. zao xia to the max. kinda fast and slow at times, beats sucked. kinda flat, no climax at all. feelings wise, cant feel anything at all. overall, sucks to the core.

okoks. maybe doing some edits to this post or so. if not i will blog a new one again tml. xD. All your comments to my song shall go to the tag alrights. people being caught running away will be prosecuted by the law of WILSON.

time to slp now. blog later in the night. XD

its totally less than 10days before im in to that place. i bet people gonna miss me so so much. and its time for me to do some editing before going in there. but im super not in the mood to do it today as im really tired, for no particular reason. maybe im falling sick or so. 3 more days and the peeps who i've work with gonna miss me mucha. without me, they will be as boring as... hahaha. no comments bout that. okay. im tired, but i cant slp due to the waiting of the 100% entertainment. man, why must it be today. lol. okays. wadeva. went to get my specs done and alarm clock with mum today. finally after one week shes back from ***** lol. okay. yeah. and i've got a qi zai. lmao. okay okay. im really tired, gonna spend so so much this weekend. stage's official opening and outing with peepos. people, date me out before 24th!!!

Had my free vocal lesson today.
quite enriching i believe.
but kinda short. thats why they kept promoting to join.
lol. but im not joining cos certain reason.
hahas. at last, had a cd of my own. woo. haha.
but have to collect it another day. woah. theres like so many people in the school?
but definetely that guy is a friendly soul. lol. he kept talking to me. lol.
thou he was used to be a famous kid, but he still that friendly. haha.
after that went to orchard to catch the STAGE in singapore.
kinda disappointing. not much was displayed. oh mann... lol. stupidddddddd.
oh yeah. on the way together with mum, theres this group of girls. talking that loudly.
and its something lame. im like, dont care, girls with big mouths. LOL. cos they were talking about someone. *ahem* cos im like labelled thru out today. LV bag, Stage's top, Evisu's bottom, Nike's sneakers, Addidas's watch. lol. lame lame lame. hahaha.

okies. thats all folks. 19days more..

had a very very bad day the day before.
a totally bad day.
although its pay day, but getting of that frigging sum wasnt that easy.
i was warned that there will be lecture before getting pay.
and im totally prepared. well, not that prepared.
got lectured that i was being the top of the late coming to work in the part time out of all the branches. woah.
and i got an one full hour of lecture, compared to my colleague. she had a short one.
well, perhaps becos i late for work for 252 mins? which is like woah. so impossible. put it a way that weekends i was late for merely 20mins each day. and total there is only 4 weekends total of 8 days, and it only amount to 160mins. 252mins? incredible huh. even my part time incharge was saying woah. possible anot? and i believe that there is definetely miscalculation with the things. haha. i totally hated the company and the BUSINESS MANAGER for goodness sake. he was saying that we dont feel the pain, so we kept coming in late. hence, they are going to deduct 252 from my pay according to 1dollar per minute. and im earning barely 40 bucks a day for 10 frigging hours. well, i didnt want to explain more about it but kept quiet. cos i know if i do, speak up, LOL all the words i have known in the world i would have shooted at his face. which i didnt want to. blah blah blah. after lectured, got my pay and my face was sucked to the max and i swear it does. cos everyone in the shop knew that im really not in the mood, well my colleague did cheered me up somehow or rather? yeah. cos the look on her face is really hilarious. haha. after all those, carried on to work. and just about im moving around to do my job, i got called up again, saying got things to ask me. and its just a minor issue. and again. half an hour lecture. woah woah. i totally hated him to the max to the core. it wasnt MY fault and hes putting all the fault on me. and suan-ed me that my sales was bad due to my bad attitude towards people and they didnt want to buy from me compared to another colleague of mine, which is a "best friend" to him. woah. my attitude sucked? woah? my sales sucked becos i sold all the laptops and machine under my incharge and he gave me hard cash after putting his name on the machines i sold. woah. fine enough. i really got enough of him and i didnt want to bother him anymore. whenever he asked for me, i take it as he was singing. well, put it as chirping. haha. wad i can say was that day my face was really written the four words, 心情不好. and what he does to me was 雞蛋裡挑骨頭.
will be telling my manager that im going to serve my last week with the company after this week. i really need rest and i wanna escape from that irritating person.

today, as usual nothing much.
he didnt do anything to me. well. at last. haha. but somehow, i will miss that place after i stop working. everything there. the people there, my colleagues, my manager and everything except for that ass? haha. well yeah.

haha. well, maybe i shouldnt be selfish, we are totally 2 person from 2 different worlds. from contacts to lesser contacts. from lesser contacts to hardly contacts. and from hardly contacts to never contact. well, true enough to say that i already gave up since 3 mths ago. i didnt want to let it carry on, but it gives a feeling of cant put down. which i believe its really time, to put everything to the back and start moving on. afterall its not difficult. put it a way that in actual fact we didnt start anything or what-so-ever. so, i shall be fair to the both of us, giving spaces to us. good enough. haha.
20days more to blog..

22 more days.
nothing much happen today.
met a new colleague. sort of weird he is.
but his attitude towards sales was like woah woah.
but my 1st day of working with him wasnt as good as expected.
cos its like, he keep interupting my talkings with people. then in the end i'll just walk off and leave to him.
but after work, manager went to tell him and actually open him up wad is right and wad is wrong. so after some clarifications, everything is fine. i guess.
writing some documents to shoot the schools for not notifying me for anything which they suppose to. hope it will wake them up, offering places to people who wishes to study and not to people who will actually take up the places and leave all the people with good studying attitude in vain. reminding them to open their bright eyes and see whos interested, whose not.

idontyearnmuch.
buttobeabetterperson.
ahappierperson.
butimstillnotthere.
maybeitjustdontfeelright.
22days and counting. time to eat lesser..

march had come to an end. and beginning of april has just started. i have totally gave up hopes on waiting for all the schools etc. and i dont wished to have hope anymore. even theres a little hope there but im still giving it up. life's isnt always going to the way you are. should we hate the educational system for not giving us chance to study? nope, we shall reflect on ourselves on our attitude. got the urge whereby time can be turned back, where i can go back to secondary life, enjoying every bits of it, studying well for exams and everything will goes out fine and everything will be perfect. who wouldnt want to have a well-paid job sitting down and face the computer and bring home <1.5k a month. who would want to stand all day long, seeing faces, nice or bad, just to get a frigging sum of money home each time slogging so hard and doesnt have even time to spent with friends and everything. if only i get to study and strive hard, i wont be doing all these. man, time is running up so fast. 23 more days, and i will be gone to an little island, where every good thing in the world will not be there. and i got to make this pact, that i will have the mood to study after 2 yrs. savings is the only key to success. spend lesser and i will be better off. the last 23 days of freedom before the 2 yrs of freedomless days and hairless days. i mean head hairs. well. maybe i should blog till the day i will use both my hands to give the my freedom to the sky keeper when i redeem it again after 2 yrs. adios peeps.