Friday, January 26, 2007 , 12:36 am
zzz

zzz.. i like to zzz nowadays.. haha.. sad... the previous post is kind of crap. haha. but who cares. lol. hmm. went out with vid to queensway on mon i think. we almost got beaten up somehow. which is so freaking lame reason. lol. ok. here i go. we went to queensway and shop for vid's clothes. then when we stepped into a shop, my sec sch class mate came over and say hello to us. i was like, shock. obviously. lol. ya. then after that we continue to walk. etc. then we went and meet her again lyk for no reasons in particular. then she warned us that we never walk near that shop again. we was like.. what the heck. for what reasons. then she told us that the guys there is going to beat us up. we were like ?!?!?! lol.. then she told us that its because that we are her sec sch friend. !@!*#!&#(*&#!)(* what the heck, dumb, spastic, retard, moronic reason i have ever heard. i understand that she doesnt like her sec sch life, due to some reasons. and she was really unhappy. but why must we get beaten up because of these? what the heck man... zzz... whatever la.. lol.. hmm... the previous post is.. err.. dont really know how to say.. after some clarification. i still ponder. whether to continue or stop, pack it up and procceed on. its kinda weird la. as an guy, i do notice some flaws going on. maybe i am too precise or what? i not sure either.. haha..
tommorrow is going to be another day. so carry on! haha. tommorrow is 1st day of work. wonder where will i be. either at e-life or tasty treatz. any thing come suntec find me~ i am back to that lovely place again although transportation fare isnt gonna be cheap again. but who cares. haha. pay day on 5th! its another splendous month a day for me. maybe. perhaps. results gonna be on that day too. sad. adios!

Peace Out

Sunday, January 21, 2007 , 2:33 am
sadness

today just aint my day.
some feelings is revolving around me.

sadness or just plain weirdness?

god knows.

Peace Out.

Saturday, January 13, 2007 , 12:19 am
shyness

as an observer, i cant really figure it out. why are we, guys so shy? this is something really get through my mind. i am one, who is shy though. but why? why are guys so shy which we shouldnt be in the first place. as man, we cant be shy as in cant shy of anything unless someone pulled your pants down etc. nowadays, girls are even bolder than men now. what seriously has gotten into the nerves of the men. Shy. Define shy then.

SHY(adjective)
1. Easily frightened; timid; as, a shy bird.
2. Reserved; coy; disinclined to familiar approach.
3. Cautious; wary; suspicious.
4. Short, insufficient or less than
5. It is just shy of a mile from here to their house.
6. to avoid due to timidness or caution(intransitive verb)

Are guys easily frightened? Reserved? Short, insufficient? as an observer, i cant really figure it out. why are we, guys so shy? this is something really get through my mind. i am one, who is shy though. but why? why are guys so shy which we shouldnt be in the first place. as man, we cant be shy as in cant shy of anything unless someone pulled your pants down etc. nowadays, girls are even bolder than men now. what seriously has gotten into the nerves of the men. Are guys really easily frightened? Reserved? Short, insufficient? i dont think so. i think its something guys want to avoid due to timidness. especially when it comes to relationships. something like BGR etc. from what i see, some guys, i should really say, some guys are rather timid when they get contact to the ones they like. in fact, they can talk so well with those that they doesnt like. and yet they can muffle and starts to shake when they are in contact with the ones they like. why cant they treat it as someone you can talk. if its getting that way, how sure are you when you get closer. but i think it will change to a better when its closer. but what impression will u give that person? a kind of weird person. boring person? cant even communicate. hence girls will definetely will give the heck care attitude and talk to guys who can talk to them real well. ha. this is what i have observed around me past these years. seriously. to think of it, you will think that guys will become a coward when it gets to this stage. and, u will think more that guys are really useless somehow. maybe thats the reason why women are not getting married now in this era. it doesnt seem weird anyway. i have experience it before. shyness do kill u. i have been through two unsucessful confession. ha. guess it suppose to be one as the other other some sort of "not really counted confession". but, yes. indeed. throughout the days i met the girl, we didnt really talk unless its online or perhaps, over the phone. for me, to think of that, its kind of, no topics to talk whereas over the phone or net we can chat almost everything under the sun. but, its kind of weird if u understand it. for now, i suppose that a person should not be shy. and i would encourage anyone, if i know that he is shy of such circumstances. for me, i guess im not shy towards this kind of things anymore. haha. i dont know why. i can talk to her online easily now and i think, when get results will be fine too. she remembers me. haha. yea. im like slacking for now. god. i cant believe man. staying at home? goodness. haha. shes staying in CJC now for 1st three months. haha. ya. guess shes well there for now. haha. now im scared of the results. results kinda like out on feb 14. which is like, valentines day? OMG. but who cares . yups. guess thats all ba. =)

Thats all folks and netizens. Peace Out.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 , 5:16 pm
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

kinda pissed.. i cant find my stuff at this moment. shit. arrgg. yesterday called into Y.E.S933 fm. cool. recorded when i called in. but kinda have some prob after that. shit man. then it was a recorded one. so i got time to go get mp3, stuff that can record. but the thing is ipod doesnt have FM and it couldnt record. that one i know. so i went to find my sis's mp3. but no avail. then proceed to mum's room. get hers. but no batt. so went all around to find one dumb AAA batt. kaoz. when i found the batt. it start already. i hurried my ass off down to my bed and get the damn thing working.. finally it gets down to work. and i happily listen.. and start playing with my psp. to my horror. the mp3 sot and just switched off. i was lyk =.=. shit. ah dumb. the whole thing didnt get recorded. oh my F***king god. and got pissed off again.. damn... sians.. ahh... sai.. no mood already..

thats all folks and netizens.!

Peace Out!

Tuesday, January 09, 2007 , 9:47 pm
RAH!

ROAR. HEAR ME ROAR AT PLAZA SING AFTER THE 16TH!

provided i can get in. haha. hmm. yups. results will be out on the 16th. so i have no idea weather i will get thru anot. but most probably is out one. so dont need to go down. if miracle happens, my 10 bucks got save. but who cares.

thats all folks and netizens. *munching on a chocolate bar like L(DeathNote)*


Peace Out.

Friday, January 05, 2007 , 11:20 pm
TALENT QUEST

Talent Quest audition is tommorrow. oh god. heard that tommorrow is the last day of audition. will be singing Will Pan's Wo Rang Ni Zuo Le as that is the song that he himself praised me that i sang pretty well which i think that he is just trying to make my day. hopefully everything goes well. wish me luck.

Peace Out.

Thursday, January 04, 2007 , 12:12 am
oh ma god! its 2007!

hahas.. 4 days past 2007.. i m jobless oso for 4 days.. oh god. i should write it in perfect english. haha. except for that "haha". well i heard that this year isnt a great year, but i seriously hope that everything will be sailing smooth and fine. ok. not much to blog now as i am getting a little tired.


My New Year Resolution.
1. Go into poly no matter what.
2. Get desired results to achieve above resolution.
3. Shed off my fats within this year by my set target.
4. Get into quarter finals of Talent Quest.
5. Earn more money for my music lessons.
6. Make MORE friends in terms of school, outside or internet.
7. Find MORE best friend.
8. Grow up to be a matured person.
9. Find some one who is worthy.
10. Earn more money to repay those who have been kind to me.
11. Challenge Project SuperStar or SuperBand.
12. To attain a higher level of understanding a person's mind
13. To attain a higher level of looking things at a different side of view.
14. To accept people who used to pissed/irritate me.
15. To be kind towards my enemies as no one is my enemy and i m the only one
16. To cousel people who needs help whenever or wherever i can.

above is my resolutions for this year. hahas.. sounds abit chim. but don't know why. I just type all this out from my mind. guess thats all.

thats all folks and netizens. Peace Out.