nothing much to blog. went out with usual peeps to have dinner. wanted to trick them, but i failed. just a stupidlity killed me straight. LOL. alrights. slack till around 11 plus and finally settled at home at 12. which im already half seh cos i used to the 2230 lights off timing. body clock is working.

This is for you.
i dont know wad to say.
just that...
hmmm...
the reason i smsed you that day.
is becos, we hardly sms each other already.
if not, it would be me, smsing you, getting short replies from you.
yeah. perhaps, the feeling might be not the same anymore.
just to let you know, my feelings never changes.
i said that, just becos i think, most probably,
you wont want wait till i serve my service for 2 years thou theres off.
or you already lost that feelings we had in the past long ago.
maybe its just me,
one-sided? for 9 mths plus til10 mths?
i never get to know.
maybe, i did it right? maybe im not?
i really dont know.
now, i asked you to read this,
and the reason i asked to be parted is becos im going NS.
thats the only reason, not becos of feelings or anything.
i asked if 25th apr you'll be free,
i just hope that i can see you.
when you are working, and we are quite near,
i just hope that i can accompany you home.
when you said that you are afraid of horror movies,
i told you i'll be by your side.
the last question you asked was if i doesnt want to sms you then fine,
my answer to you now is, im actually serving the nation, and i could only
use the fone for a limited period of time, while you didnt know.
i just want you to be happy or something, i dont like to force people or anything.
im asking you to read, is becos, i want you to know the actual reason.
sorry for being that. thanks for the memories that will etched to my heart.
分开以后每当想到你就会低下头紧握着手不知过了多久我相信你 就会有一样的辛酸难受都曾经深爱过谁有谁能舍得在离开你之后想快乐也只是一种强求一个人怎么过都是愁懂得拥有却未必能让你为我停留最后只剩遗憾拉住我不放手