march had come to an end. and beginning of april has just started. i have totally gave up hopes on waiting for all the schools etc. and i dont wished to have hope anymore. even theres a little hope there but im still giving it up. life's isnt always going to the way you are. should we hate the educational system for not giving us chance to study? nope, we shall reflect on ourselves on our attitude. got the urge whereby time can be turned back, where i can go back to secondary life, enjoying every bits of it, studying well for exams and everything will goes out fine and everything will be perfect. who wouldnt want to have a well-paid job sitting down and face the computer and bring home <1.5k a month. who would want to stand all day long, seeing faces, nice or bad, just to get a frigging sum of money home each time slogging so hard and doesnt have even time to spent with friends and everything. if only i get to study and strive hard, i wont be doing all these. man, time is running up so fast. 23 more days, and i will be gone to an little island, where every good thing in the world will not be there. and i got to make this pact, that i will have the mood to study after 2 yrs. savings is the only key to success. spend lesser and i will be better off. the last 23 days of freedom before the 2 yrs of freedomless days and hairless days. i mean head hairs. well. maybe i should blog till the day i will use both my hands to give the my freedom to the sky keeper when i redeem it again after 2 yrs. adios peeps.