Saturday, April 05, 2008 , 2:44 am
20days and counting..

had a very very bad day the day before.
a totally bad day.
although its pay day, but getting of that frigging sum wasnt that easy.
i was warned that there will be lecture before getting pay.
and im totally prepared. well, not that prepared.
got lectured that i was being the top of the late coming to work in the part time out of all the branches. woah.
and i got an one full hour of lecture, compared to my colleague. she had a short one.
well, perhaps becos i late for work for 252 mins? which is like woah. so impossible. put it a way that weekends i was late for merely 20mins each day. and total there is only 4 weekends total of 8 days, and it only amount to 160mins. 252mins? incredible huh. even my part time incharge was saying woah. possible anot? and i believe that there is definetely miscalculation with the things. haha. i totally hated the company and the BUSINESS MANAGER for goodness sake. he was saying that we dont feel the pain, so we kept coming in late. hence, they are going to deduct 252 from my pay according to 1dollar per minute. and im earning barely 40 bucks a day for 10 frigging hours. well, i didnt want to explain more about it but kept quiet. cos i know if i do, speak up, LOL all the words i have known in the world i would have shooted at his face. which i didnt want to. blah blah blah. after lectured, got my pay and my face was sucked to the max and i swear it does. cos everyone in the shop knew that im really not in the mood, well my colleague did cheered me up somehow or rather? yeah. cos the look on her face is really hilarious. haha. after all those, carried on to work. and just about im moving around to do my job, i got called up again, saying got things to ask me. and its just a minor issue. and again. half an hour lecture. woah woah. i totally hated him to the max to the core. it wasnt MY fault and hes putting all the fault on me. and suan-ed me that my sales was bad due to my bad attitude towards people and they didnt want to buy from me compared to another colleague of mine, which is a "best friend" to him. woah. my attitude sucked? woah? my sales sucked becos i sold all the laptops and machine under my incharge and he gave me hard cash after putting his name on the machines i sold. woah. fine enough. i really got enough of him and i didnt want to bother him anymore. whenever he asked for me, i take it as he was singing. well, put it as chirping. haha. wad i can say was that day my face was really written the four words, 心情不好. and what he does to me was 雞蛋裡挑骨頭.
will be telling my manager that im going to serve my last week with the company after this week. i really need rest and i wanna escape from that irritating person.

today, as usual nothing much.
he didnt do anything to me. well. at last. haha. but somehow, i will miss that place after i stop working. everything there. the people there, my colleagues, my manager and everything except for that ass? haha. well yeah.

haha. well, maybe i shouldnt be selfish, we are totally 2 person from 2 different worlds. from contacts to lesser contacts. from lesser contacts to hardly contacts. and from hardly contacts to never contact. well, true enough to say that i already gave up since 3 mths ago. i didnt want to let it carry on, but it gives a feeling of cant put down. which i believe its really time, to put everything to the back and start moving on. afterall its not difficult. put it a way that in actual fact we didnt start anything or what-so-ever. so, i shall be fair to the both of us, giving spaces to us. good enough. haha.
20days more to blog..