Tuesday, March 04, 2008 , 11:20 pm
DISPAIRED, DISPAIRED

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YOU MADE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO POKE YOUR NOSE INTO MY LIFE? I REALLY HATE YOU. THE FACE OF JUST AND THE ATTITUDE OF YOURS IRKS ME. SO WHAT IF YOU ARE OLDER THAN ME? SO WHAT IF YOU ARE MY SISTER? SO WHAT? DOES THAT MEANS THAT YOU CAN ACTUALLY RIDE OVER MY HEAD? NO, YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS! IM 19 AND IM ABLE TO MAKE ANY DECISION ALREADY. TALKING ON MY PHONE IRRITATES YOU? USING OF COMPUTER IRRITATES YOU? I REALLY HATE YOU LIKE HOW YOU HATE SOMEONE WHO IRRITATE YOU. YOU ARE REALLY A PAIN IN THE ASS. NO ONE IN THE FAMILY USES THE WORK FUCK ON ANYONE. AND YOU USED IT ON ME. YOU ARE REALLY INCORRIGIBLE. I HATE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE. YOU ARE ALWAYS THINKING THAT YOU ARE SUPERIOR BUT THE FACT IS THAT YOU ARE JUST PLAIN INCORRIGIBLE ASS HOLE. AND I ADMIT THAT YOU ARE ONE.

im really really pissed off by her. was it MY attitude or HER attitude that is in the wrong. im always the one getting scolded. when i got scolded i DONT use the same word back on you and i talked nicely. I DONT CARE WHAT IT IS. arg. i just dam dam pissed. im really really sick of living. sometimes i just think of when will my time is going to be up, and i will see the shinigami writing my name in the deathnote determined how my life is going to be. i wished it would rather be early to see him writing on it with the event of wither die peacefully, bang by car or even loose my balance and fell to death. Im done with the anger that stucks in my heart for sometime. loves all.