Monday, November 26, 2007
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5:50 am
HALILO.
lols. wanted to blog lotsa of stuffs. but look at the time now. its like 5.50am. man. i swear i will be late tml meeting the MDIS peeps for movie later on. LOL. well. may god bless me. oh yeah. btw, theres a new inventory in my house. IPOD TOUCH. well, it suppose to be.. erm. wadeva shiit. so. ya. just brought it out and use for a day, and a whole lotta noise came into which gives me attitude again. i seriously, i mean seriously hate people who make minor stuffs BIG. well, i dont really understand this kind of person. and if you do, appear in this catergory, and u happen to be my friend. well, i wished you good luck if you did this and if i show any attitude into YOU. righty. yups. i mean, i din say i will be occupying the whole thing. but why in the earth you make a whole lotta noise? really pissed people off with that fishing attitude why of assuming things. well, what i can say that its just plainly life. life is always liddat. HA. nothing goes on your way at a certain point of time. you think that i purposely made spoiled my MP3 to welcome the new one? well, you are frigging damn wrong. if i got the money and i think its worth, i will get it repaired no matter what. well. i guess YOU always assume things that way without any knowlegde. proclaimed that why the fuck im giving attitude this few days, and the main reason is on this. i din really like to use the work f*ck. but no choice. i dont know. well, sometimes i really hoped that i have tons of money so i dont have to share things with you. where i get to buy my own DS, own ipod etc. i guess since im in holiday now i shld stress myself with works to overcome all this. seriously, at a certain point of everyone's time, you will tend to feel that lifes meaningless, and i really meant meaningless. dont really get the point of living on. but think about it, when you're gone, how will those who really cares feel? this really stops me from thinking further. whats the point when you really found no one to talk to, and no one knows what you are actually thinking? well. for me, no one understands me then myself. im not really sociable at times, and i dont express what im going through on my face. whenever, wherever you see me, will be a smiling face or a silly face who makes people laugh? when people laughs, i feels better. i guess, even those who are really heart to heart friend with me, doesnt know alot about me uh? cos i do keep things within myself. cos i found it hard, really hard to talk to people. cos they may not get what you meant. even bestest friends. no matter how good you and your friends are, theres always time with quarrels etc. for me and my "best" friend, i know him on what he'll like to do or so. but he'll nvr know what i'll like to do. and i know. everyone dont know what i'll like to do. haha. alrighty, thats kinda emo post. well, it all came out through my heart. i didnt want to express much. well. maybe in the next entry, i will babble all out? haha. rightys. 6.07am, time to sleep. take care peeps. World Peace and Peace Out. |