Thursday, October 11, 2007 , 4:30 pm
Will Power.

HA. rights. lotsa things been coming around me. things which are stupid, things which are ridiculous and things that stress me. today had FIT test. well. one word. DIE. i really nvr study much on that thinking that it might not be important etc. but well. not only me thinks that. but almost everyone in the class didnt study for it i guess. still cant feel the urgency yet like previous module. hoping for a change in myself. i have still yet to study maths. the urgency is not there either. man. when will i ever get the urgency. stressed. well ridiculous part. a friend of mine worked the same company as me, being a promoter. well we started working less than month which is like only 2 wks. but my sales is like 3 lappy and his is 1 lappy(not sold by him). so today he rang me up saying hard to sell at his place as there is another superstore beside this superstore. so competition is there. but the thing is. he is the only promoter at the area and he is located only at one of it. he can just promote the lappy of our brand and people will stay around looking before making decision. the customer will come back if theres no one explaining the specs of product to him/her. a in addition we just started working less than 3 wks, where everything takes time. but now he called the in-charge saying he want to quit, just because he cant sell any lappy. its like -_- all take times leh. aiya. dont really know how to say. well. HA. i think i'll continue working there cos the people there were great.

something stupid. haha. rights. i think not much people know. i got to know this person from a game. -.- and we became in-game-bfngf. yups. then soon, we exchanged contacts and came into real life. however, we did not meet yet. so this carried on for about 2mths to date. so we are some sort like together. recently things started to change and we're drifting apart though we still been sms-ing each other everyday etc. i dont know lehh. people who know us, kept saying that shes not the type of girl who will suit me. but in sms we can really talk etc. but seriously, i think its only a game and should'nt bring over to real life as virtual is different from reality. though u will really find great friends who will turn into friends of your reality life. well, i can say im bothered by that. cos its abit into real life relationship already. arrg. i dont know what im saying already. well, i might think that we're "maybe" going into real life but its still a kind of weirdness as we nvr met each other before. i mean, if i think its virtual and i've got a real life partner, and she think the relationship between us is reality, then i'll be a bastard. well. im really kind of bothered by these already. well, these will come to an end soon i guess. hahas. and im still officially single FYI. its just a something, not real. why bother? HA.

World Peace and Peace Out