well. din really have much time. so still din manage to post photos. phone going to repair tml. well. guess im sucha unpopular friend i think. whenever i need a friend to accompany me to do things, its either no one free or they will say why not another day. whenever they need friend to accompany, i will push my appointment to allocate time to accompany them either to play or do something no matter how important that appointment is. but why in the earth when i need someone, theres no one? well. cant deny, im just sucha an unpopular guy. or maybe god wants to see me lone around? HA. well well. speechless me. i really envy peoples, who has great friends who hang out every week no matter rain or shine, huge groups of friends to celebrate each other's birthday at various places as long as its celebrated, friends who will go out with you just to buy something without any repay. why cant i have such treatments from god? am i really that outrageous where people see people run? am i a monster? well i guess im not. just that god dislike me from doing something wrong which offended him or something. if not i will not envy people with those i have mentioned. what i have for weekends is either staying at home rotting playing some ridiculous games, or go out and roam outside alone. but now, weekends is money rolling days. birthday always celebrated alone with family with some presents from friends which remembers my birthday etc. how i wish friends would bring me out for dinner and celebrate my birthday with me. well. i seriously hope for a change in my life. desperately. maybe, if i pass my maths, i would further my studies in poly. and maybe, i will find this kind of treatment? if i failed maths, i will be resuming the normal 18 yrs of celebration or maybe worst? celebrating in camp with hair shaved. well. life is unpredictable and full of up and down. like the post in Qi mei's entry. Life is like travelling or train. when the journey has ended or the train has reach ur destination, u got to move on. 有句话说的好。 人生就像去旅游，完了就要向另一个方向前进。 well. who knows when ur journey will reach the last destination. i always have the feeling i will die early. lmao. but hopefully not. im still kick alive.

World Peace and Peace Out