quarrelled with him again. this time is between original and pirated. i doesnt want to talk to him now. hes getting ridiculous. when u purchase things online, there is a certain risk. i regretted getting him this overseas dealer in helping him to buy stuff overseas. and now, he saying our fate in friends is over. i wasnt talking anymore and now hes the one starting it all over again. i doesnt want to start it. indeed, he starts again. and, my 1st tear of my 18th yr in this world rolled down. i dont know why. i just felt lyk crying under my blanket right now. those joys, those funs, we had. shall be kept in the deepest part of my heart. i wanted to wail out loud. but its rumbling in my stomach. 5 yrs. 5 long yrs. i really treasures it. maybe im just a pest. maybe. i dont know. thought that u are the only one who stands by me, but now all gone to my memories. new beginning new stories. maybe in ur life, theres some one who understands u, accompanying u to everywhere u go, listen to ur stories, telling u his stories and life goes on with jokes and laughter. but, in my deepest heart, u stands a position as u used to be the great person i always respected.