hais.... why must i lead a miserable life? hais.... 1st is my dad... ok... he kept saying that i better go lose weight and i m gonna make him lose face... im lyk okay... i will slim down some day... but wads hurting was yesterday... as my mum took my results yest... although it sucks... but she din want to say anything but just asked me to study harder... my dad was lyk... "Ha. wonder how u going to poly.. i think even ite oso dun want you.. u shld have go ITE instead of going on to sec 5 and study o lvl.. auyong(my sch vp) was right. he said with ur n lvl point. its abit hard to go poly.." i was lyk wad? have i thrown ur face? as long as one day o lvl has not passed i still have the time to study and produce results k? u everyday see me u shake your head saying i m fat.. who made me this size? if u were to control my diet i wouldnt be in this state. dont u think its abit hurting? u say me fat, i m ok already.. i dun take it to heart.. but the fact that i couldnt study? i really dont know.... sometimes i really feel lyk growing up fast(sounds lyk kid...?) so i wouldnt be in this state.... i din want to utter anything before i get myself a whole lot of shelling... so i just sat aside keeping quiet.... as for school... why must i being mock, bully by people? ok i m fat... but arent you human? u guys said things that was lyk not wad a human shld say? din you have feelings? put urself in others shoes.. then why must i be the one who always get punch at the arm? why not others? but me? and i that irritating or annoying? this really make me sit down and think... what are these people thinking? and now i know why the girls in the class thinks that the boys are childish... i really dont understand.... i reallly dont know what to do... so what if i m always being bullied by u all? lyk today... yest u have oral 1st... why today we cant be the 1st..? i really dont know ok... then u give that F*** face and walk away... i dont really care ok.... u so clever dont take lar... when a tiger dont roar, u treat it as a sick cat. ha.. u wait... hai... i really dont know whats wrong with this guy. may someday they met so bigger bully and allowed them to know how pain is it.