haha... joke of the day... to think that i actually got thru second part of the competition... lmao... how can this happen man? lol.. although i want to win... but... its still out of my mind of crossing over to the second round... lol... i actually got thru... weee~ cheer for me yea? haha...
hmmm... shall i talk about my history?but its lyk kinda weird lei... haha... as if i m dying... nah.... dun worry... i wont die so early... haha...
hmmm..... lets start from pri sch yar? haha... my pri sch life was lyk... lol... full of fun as we are still freaking kido.... i still remember i used to copy mental sum from my friend as i m quite slow at listening as the teacher is talking lyk machine gun... lol.... to think that my maths now actually suck lyk hell... haha... holla.... haha.... pri 1 and 2 is the most funniest... at that time we used to play around stuff lyk bomb bags? which there are still kids playing it right now... haha... that time i ask my friend to help me get one... so in class we were figuring the thing out... but the teacher saw it and confisicated it... and.... he actually pressed on it... whahaha... then i said something mean lar... i said later bomb u to death... he heard... hence i got a spanking from him.... lmao... haha.... then grow up till secondary life... hmmm... 1st two years wasnt that great as we got into really deep trouble just because of fun... damn... i regretted so much about it lor.... haha... but finally changed yar... influence ba... how dumb of me getting into this kind of trouble which really upset my whole lot of friends and my family... i know some of my friend really dun understand why i did that... FYI i have only a limited amount of friends... but those who cares isnt the guys.... but its the GIRLS! lol.. nah... jkjk.... boys and gals can be real good friends what.. plus they aint my kind neither i m their kind... lol...i so damn freaking disgusting... lol...haha... then till sec 3 not that bad... just that always quarrel with people... lol... kinda lame lar... to think that the friend who actually throw chair at me now are quite ok friend? lol... laugh it out... joke... haha... ok... haha...we should see what happens in the future of me...!

haha... ok... lets talk about love? lol... hmmm start from pri sch again.. haha... hmm... used to lyk this girl whom is in the same class as me from pri 3 to 4? but she dont know lar... till some day dun noe who i tell then the person go spread and she heard... lol... quite lame lar...haha... but she kinda knows... but pri 6... my best fren actually chased her and got her... but he abit mad also lar u know.. steady not even a year jiu break liaos... super duper lame.. lol... then move on to secondary sch... lmao... hmm... use to lyk a junior of my friend... we know each other... but one fine day.. i oso dun noe why i go confess to her... she knows lar... but she told my meimei to played me out lyk nobody's business... my meimei told me and i was lyk err.... errr.... i m speechless... i din know guides have such an evil heart? lol... jkjk.... still young still young... haha... then moving on... sec 4.... hmmm... ok... i met this girl on the net... hmm... then exchanged number and so on... then slowly get to know each other abit better... hmmm... FYI shes the first person i gone movie with... that was with her friend... yup... hmmm... then after i think a few months... then again... i dun noe what happen confessed again.... diao.... haha... but now we lyk hardly contact each other already... hmm...have few things to tell her ba... hmmm.... i really do enjoy those days where we sms each other(as friend), watched movie and so on... but i really hope to go back to past yar... haha... hmmm... yups... if u got any problems or what... u can have my listening ear... yeps.... lets see what will happen to my future me...~!

hmmmm guess that's quite alot already lar.... lol.. talk so much rubbish... lol.... what the hella man... haha... ok lar... i better get going before my sis starts yakking at me already... i shall gooo...... SING SONG... haha.... yups... dun think people read anyway... cos... I SUCK.. lol.. i know lar... i seriously know lar... just say it infront of me... haha... adios...

爱.无力Kelly Poon Kar Lai
最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘
不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚

我只想对着夜空轻轻的呼吸
问自己最爱的人到底在哪里
在慌乱中翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情我的心如此无力

其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪滴落在手心


我只是想要…Kelvin Tan Wei Lian
找寻一个没有寂寞的地方
一个你和我的天堂
就算是勉强
曾经走过的每一个荒唐
紧握着你的手
再多困难我们都坚强
找寻一个没有方向的地方
oh--
只有你和我能飞翔
爱情的前方
有些模糊也有一些彷徨
紧握着你的手带你流浪
一起仰望
我只是想要一些疯狂
和拥抱你的希望
或许迂回辗转万般艰难
只用心的将你牵拌
我真的想要一些疯狂
和亲吻你的力量
拥抱你哭泣陪你伤心
绝不会让你受委屈
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我用想念的距离
化身一颗星
拼命闪耀为你照亮
黑暗中的阴影 oh
我用最后的生命
持续着呼吸
只为了等待
拥抱你