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Randoms rants.

2010-07-11T03:37:00.003+08:00

i have decided not to edit anymore of this blog. partially is due to my laziness and this were the hard works of mine few years back.

time flies, when i 1st started this blog im like 15? or so. now, im 21. so much changes.. army is through, now im heading back to studies.

in 2010, what had happened?

Jan, nothing much, still serving the nation doing whole lot shit as usual. but enjoying what im doing thou.

Feb, got promoted to the rank of CFC. it wasnt easy, been thru whole lot and i finally got it. and in name of Infantry, i got my rank. awesome. at least a CFC to cover the shame of didnt go into Specs course due to PES status and size(of cos.) and to make my dad proud.

Mar, preparing for ORD.. stayed at home most of time doing nuts. hahahaha. oh yes not forgetting getting wisdom tooth extraction. it sounded painfull but it was ALRIGHT! haha. im those kind who are afraid of pain, but apparently this was nothing to me.

Apr, continuation of the extraction and last but not least my ORD. my RSM actually praised me as a good soldier when he signed my clearance. and my chief clerk and CO actually gave me a testimonial! which is good as in looks presentable for me when my employers wants to see the records of my NS. heh, i performed well. :D

May, had my 21st birthday celebration at downtown east. didnt expect so many people actually turned up for my parteh. the sight was only descriptable using three letters, W O W. it was magnificent. seriously. im happy that almost all my friends attended which rounds up to about 50? or more and relatives adding up to nearly 30. total of about 80 person. last but not least my whole family was there. totally appreciated. my mum, dad, sis and granny spent so much time in getting me wet by asking my friends to sabo me. it was definetely memorable. photos taken, memories.
went to taiwan as well, i actually slimmed down after the trip. thanks to my sis bringing me for some route march even after my service to the nation. its so so damn screw up. but, well, had a ok one.
May was quite a tough month, visited the hospital almost every day as my dad was admitted to the hospital on my actual birthday and i celebrated in the hospital.

June, it was the toughest and the worst month. i dont know how to say, but it was the worst month ever in my life. Dad passed on after one month in the hospital. it happened so suddenly which we dont expect it. he was in good condition before we actually advised him to the hospital due the his frequent chest pain. we thought that it might be good just to have a check. he was doing fine even during my trip to taiwan. but things changed after he shifted in the normal ward. he started to see things and his condition detoriates. and in the end he actually bled in his brain causing him to go into deep coma. we stayed 24/7 to accompany him, hoping that miracle will come upon him. however, god was helping him to fight the war, but the opponent are far too strong. doctor says that he can fight at most for 2 days, but his will power was so strong that he fought thru 11 days before he actually got defeated. he is so strong and powerful. its something that i must learn from him, to be strong and powerful no matter what has come upon. as long as you give in your best, you are the winner. i just cant help now but tearing while missing him. with that i must really learn from him to be strong. i cant be a weakling here crying. the responsibility has been passed down to me as im the only guy at home now. my sis is however still a female, thou she is having the responsibilty as she is the oldest, i must work thru to take over sometime. it has been five weeks since he left us, i still cant take the fact that he actually left us. i really miss him. oh god, im sounding so gu niang now.

okay. so far i have updated what has happened so far and i shall stop here. i think i will go bonkers if i continue cos im stopping myself to weep. ciaos~

Under Construction..

2010-06-25T19:12:00.004+08:00

okay.. it had been really a loooooooooooooooooong time since i last blogged in this blog. its time for me to reactivate it a little bit. since i have plenty of time. So.... yup. i will start blogging a little bit after im done with all those bits and pieces of this webpage. so Stay Tune....

QD

2009-11-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

haha. im finally a QD. :D but i couldnt received my driving license on time as im overseas that week. awww. shit.. which means i can only get if on 30th. arse. hopefully it comes earlier. :D

speechless.

2009-10-06T22:19:00.002+08:00

dont know what to blog. lol. i've been bottled. rofl. okay. update again another day.

Epic Phail.

2009-10-04T14:37:00.002+08:00

LOL. after so long...
im here t0 actually BLOG.
i meant BLOG. lol.
since how long man? haha. hasnt been a regular blogger yea.
seen pretty much spider webs alr. and some unattended tags.
here i am to blog some stuffs before i head off out.
hmmm. okay.. quick updates.
i failed my 1st TP test. omg... lol. okay.. i failed becos of 2 stupid kerbs.
im too nervous to think that much. and tadah. i failed. okay.. pretty stupid.
gonna have a retest next month. kinda fast. but still okay. hmm.
yup, a man can nvr go out without a driving license. so i must have a license ASAP.
yup yup. okok. im running late. update whenever i have time.

P.S. i finally lost 4kgs off my body mass. :D more to come.

updates.

2009-07-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

been sometime since i last updated.
haha. okok.

28july.
went for calvin's chalet. his 21st bdae.
lol. for no reason my phone is ringing since morning.
super xiong duty the previous day. no choice and cant slp.
went out at about 2 with uming to fareast.
last min grab of his prezzie.
super dilema in getting those stuff. dont know what to get.
in the end, still manage to get it.
:D
went over to meet kelvin goh and hai at bugis. last min grab again.
lol. the wrapping paper is like freaking ex.
its like 5 bucks for one a2 size. and the fact that its now missing.
rofl. headed towards pasir ris aft that.
meet my twin and jon.
slowly, my phone starts to get flooded by human calls and smses.
you know, its damn pekcek when phone calls and smses comes when you are playing games.
was playing mahjong when those calls and smses came. LOOOOL.
full of crap that day. didnt win in mahjong thou.
super alot of good tiles but didnt played with money at the start.

29july.
met up with jm, jh and darren at jp after buying my ranks at chevrons.
catched up a little. and went for L4D. lol.
super addicted to L4D. hahaha.

30july.
went for driving in the evening.
clearing stage 4 alr. covered 2 test routes. one was chuied like siao.
the 2nd better. overall still okay. not that panick alr.

yups. thats shld be about it. pictures up soon. when i have the time.
:D

edits.

2009-07-25T00:49:00.001+08:00

did some edits.. shall update soon. im lazy and i think the blog is starting to rot...

updates.

2009-06-12T23:58:00.002+08:00

here to update alittle.
hahas.
foot is giving me some problems, so went over to see doctor.
got referred to see specialist and had bone scan.
hate injections.
hahahaah.
hmmm. went over to pc show today.
got myself finepixS1500. 3/4 pay is gone.
oh man. :P

bad dog no biscuit.

2009-04-19T23:33:00.002+08:00

lol. i've suddenly became an irregular blogger.
kinda no time always. lol. bad dog. wells.
kinda bored with stuffs. wanna escape from it real soon.
haha. stand down as a 2i/c of my shift.
damn stress. hated my superior.
gonna curse and swear the very next time when he gets onto my nerves.
haha.
my computer was down for like 4 freaking days.
and i spent my whole afternoon fixing my comp.
and tadah. i fixed it without a cent. hahahaha.
well well. okok. will try to update whenever i have the time.
people who reads, i know who, cos i have my ways. when i tag on your blog one day out of a sudden, means you have been found out reading but keeping quiet. LOL.
okay. remember to tag. my board is kinda dead...
ciaos.

damn cool.

2009-04-13T00:12:00.001+08:00

A first-grade teacher, Ms Anna (Age 22 ) was having trouble with one of her students.

The teacher asked the boy, 'what is your problem?'

The boy answered, 'I'm too smart for the first-grade.

My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!'

Ms Anna had enough. She took the boy to the principal's office.

While the boy waited at the reception of the office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was.

The principal told Ms Anna he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave.

The boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: 'What is 3 x 3?'

Boy: '9'.

Principal: 'What is 6 x 6?'

Boy: '36'.

So it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know.

The principal looks at Ms Anna and tells her, 'I think Boy can go to the third-grade. 'Ms Anna says to the principal, 'I have some of my own questions, can I ask him?'

The principal and boy both agree.

Ms Anna asks, 'What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?

Boy: after a moment 'Legs.'

Ms Anna: 'What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?'

Boy: 'Pockets.'

Ms Anna: 'What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid'?

Boy: 'Coconut'

Ms Anna: 'What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky'?

The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, the boy was taking charge.

Boy: 'Bubblegum'

Ms Anna: 'What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs'?

The principal's eyes open really wide again and before he could stop the answer..

Boy: 'Shake hands'

Ms Anna: 'Now, I will ask some who am I sort of questions, ok?

'Boy: 'Yep.'

Ms Anna: 'You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.'

Boy: 'A tent'

Ms Anna: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first.

The Principal was looking restless and a bit tense He took one large Vodka peg.

Boy: 'Wedding Ring'

Ms Anna: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.

Boy: Nose

Ms Anna: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.

Boy: Arrow

Ms Anna: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means a lot of heat and excitement?Boy: Firetruck

Ms Anna: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' and if you dont get it you have to use your hand.

Boy: Fork

Ms Anna: What is it that all men have one of. It's longer on some men than on others, the pope does not use his, and a man gives it to his wife after they are married?

Boy: Surname

Ms Anna: What part of the man has no bones but has muscles, lots of veins and loves pumping?Boy: 'Heart'

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher : 'Send this boy to Stanford University ; I myself got all the answers wrong'.

boring.

2009-03-24T22:40:00.002+08:00

been busy with camp recently.
super duper tired.
duties duties duties.
haven been taking a good rest ever since 1st wk off march.
other than the sickness i had.
problems have been starting to occur.
sick and tired of these.
happily counting down the days to my taiwan trip,
and most importantly, ORD. :D
hahaha.
gotta get thru this shits,
just like for example,
Great powers, comes with Great Responsibility.

awful

2009-03-12T11:20:00.002+08:00

fell sicked.
awfully sicked.
high fever for 2 freaking days.
body aching.
coughing like mad. wads that called?
upper respiratory throat infection.
what the toot?
super uncomfortable right now.

break time.

2009-02-26T01:06:00.003+08:00

finally, a short break has arrived.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
not too long not too short.
just nice to have such break after so long of work.
haven really relaxed since december. thou im quite a slacker.
hahaas. okay.. to take a rest is to continue a longer journey.
okay. keep it short.
hmmm. off-ed from 24 to 28. a short 4 days break.
by right need to go back yesterday. *by the blogger time.
but but but, i decided to take a day off.
people says, as appointment holder, we should sacrifice for your man.
BUT. i give this time round a miss cos... i have been a good soldier!
nvr take off for 2 freaking month. 2 month plus la hor.
where people is taking offs like free. but but, this time im gonna be stiff.
so i get to enjoyed my day off. :D
going to genting in less than 24hours time. woohoo. haha. yeps. hmm.
my 1st overseas trip this yr. the journey gonna be long, but im gonna survive with my psp
and my 1gb nano! oh man. my ipod is in camp thanks to people who wants to listen to my ipod.
okok, time to run. bye people peace out!

P/S oh ya. theres this advertisement on the right. do click it if you want to. thanks lotsa.

staying in.

2009-02-19T00:42:00.003+08:00

notice to all.

lol.

i will be staying in from tml onwards till sunday i guess.

if everything goes smoothly, it will be sunday. :D hopefully thou.

hai hai hai.

thou its short, but my packing is like for 1 mth

LOL.

peektures time.

2 bags. T.T

1st bag of clothes.

2nd bag of magazineeeeeeees.

time to rest. ciaos.

stay in..

2009-02-16T22:47:00.001+08:00

rah.. im not prepared to stay in.......
zzzzzzzzz.
after a long period of never stay in.
i don wanna stay innnnnnnnnn.

lol. okay. will update again. need to slp alr.
IPPT tml. gotta fail it 1st.
gees.

Post Vday syndrome.

2009-02-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

thou i dont have a date, nor someone to celebrate with.
still damn depressed.
LOL.
okay. quick updates.
went to cine today. got to see BY2.
yayness. haha.
then went to lau pa sat and dinner with sis and couzzies.
pictures to be up soon. hahas.
okay. gotta go back camp soon alr.
most probably update tml night. ciaos.

Vday

2009-02-15T03:49:00.001+08:00

its v day and i spent the whole day sleeping.
skipping my lunch and dinner.
oh wells. i have been skipping lunch and dinner lately.
wonder whats wrong with my body.
oh boy.
alrighty. time to eat my dinner. :D
blog tml. tml is....
OFF DAY! :D

May all the couples in the world last forever. <3

Clubbing.

2009-02-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

okay. quick posting.

went clubbing with mwc guys. its my 1st time, and its a memorable one.
hmmm. reached there at about 10 plus 11. the lub was double o. kind of excited as its 1st time. so went to find those guys. then started drinking. keith passed me a drink, donno whats that, so i drank one sip and i passed to calvin. kind of bitter. zomg. my 1st time ma. haha. so calvin was saying to me that if i cant drink alr tell him, he will drink on my behalf. cos i know i will get screwed if im drunk. well. so i didnt ask him for help at the moment. had about 4 tequila shot. damn burning and hot. almost couldnt take it. so went over to buy back for those guys. me and calvin shared to buy 20 shots. its like 60 bucks. zzz. so we started to drink again. drank around 2-3 more and i stopped. cos i sensed something amiss within those guys alr. and yes. they dou-ed. freaking drunk. LOL. then ernest starting to spout nonscence and stuff. and we downed martell. ZOMG. martel sia. i couldnt do it without coke in the past, but this time i drink it pure. lol. but stil, i didnt seh. LOL. kinda pro ehs. so in the end ernest,rohan,jonathan and darryl fully drunk. calvin, guijia, keith half-drunk. me, geehowe and keewui was the few who overcomed and nvr got drunk. they are soo. LOL. yeah. after that lots of things happened. reached home at 5am and went back to camp at 650am. super shagged. LOL.
okay. thats about it for that. will update when i got the time. gonna go get showered and slp alr. got the post clubbing syndrome alr as mentioned by yuting. :D
peektures up when i got the time.

updates updates updates.

2009-02-01T00:00:00.003+08:00

okay. time to update.
hmm. 1st and foremost, HCNY to everyone!
hahhas. do everyone win alot? take alot of angbaos?
for me, i lost MAHJONG. zzZzz. totally no luck at all.
most of my relatives are all overseas. so no catch.
sis and granny and aunt uncle cousins went over to KOREA.
left me all alone in camp for half a day. then went to catch
mom and dad at mom's side aunt house. and the place where i lost
my mahjon. LOL. so didnt have much catch this new year.

recently caught movies were PUNISHER and BRIDE WARS.
both quite nice. not that bad thou.

Punisher was alright. thought that it wasnt nice at the 1st place, but afterall not that bad. lots of ketchups (like Sweeny Todd) and lots of water melon(like Tropic Thunder).
Rating: 3.5/5

Bride Wars was nice. A super hilarious movie. with those bitchy stuns the brides did just to fight for their wedding date. Its a add on with Kate Hudson in the movie. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH. hahaha.
Rating:4/5

Gave some interviews with some of my shift mates. its kinda officer job, but i decided to give it as my appointment wants me to know whats going on in the shift and report to my Higher appointment IC. nonetheless im just a 2i/c. needs to know whats going on as im the closest to them. so i conducted the interview. all was alright thou. hopefully wad my superior advised me and i understand it. and trying to get things done. its a xtra thingy. noone will do it, i gotta do it somehow somewhat.

maybe its just abit wrong. i dont know what to do man. i really got a fear in communicating with people. maybe its just not right. i cant communicate. i dont know what to say and what to talk. I CANT DO IT! how how how. i should really do some reflection and do something about it. its something i gotta change as its in my 2009's resolution. ITS A MUST. and that day is approaching, i cant open myself up. its really sinful. LOL.

alrighty, thats about it. to all, i did update. stop complaining that i didnt update.
Quote of the day: If you speak perfect English, you sound bloody intelligent. But if you speak half-fucked English, you sound totally retarded. :)

a million thoughts.

2009-01-19T22:32:00.003+08:00

a whole lot of thoughts been running through my head.
im kinda of super confused. mixed thoughts.

a whole lotta of things to be done, or get this year.
1st,contact lens. to be get by new year. in order to wear my shades. hopefully.
2nd, books. i need to read more books! my english is failing me! that cant be happening!
3rd, get flops and shorts. needa some of those.
4th, make at least 10 new frens. mixed genders.
5th, have more gatherings with FRIENDS. :D
6th, get driving license ASAP.
7th, save more money.
8th, go TAIWAN. as planned.
9th, forgive and forget whatever mishap that has occured.
10th, get started on some blogshop and stuffs. its been taking some time.
11th, LOSE WEIGHT! that has been a plan since very long.
last but not least. complete all those stuffs which are not listed here and abide to all of it. it became a resolution though. haha. this came very very "early" haha. alright. time to rest and continue my journey tml in camp

why do i go thru these?

2008-12-22T11:14:00.002+08:00

oh wells. it has been TIME since i last blogged. okay. its gonna be another long story to go.
from previous posts, i have been telling myself to change to change and to change, but i still wasnt able to. why must i always be the one giving in? why? like why? i really donno. im sick and tired of this. i never wanted to be a Shift 2 i/c. and so be it Shift i/c. in addition, when i listens to people's problem, i'll keep it in mind and try to express it out in a normal way. but i cant? why i cant? i dont know. previous posts i kept saying that i will try not to involved in any of those cohesion thingy. but i still went, cos i still treats them as camp mates, friends or even buddy. no matter what i've done, i've said, i still treats the person as friend. but why? why must i get all these shit? im just bothered by some personal issues in life and trying to be quiet, people says i give attitude. why? dont even bother to say about the case i blogged quite sometime ago about the gangsterism case. i still forget and forgo whatever it has got onto me. and now, you turned the table over, saying i give obvious attitude and stuffs that im in the wrong. what the hell? im such kind of person in you eye? i have give in more than what a friend shld do alr. i treated you as a buddy and i dont know sometimes you treated me as what? when problem arouses you talked to me, i give advices. when you are unhappy, wants to watch movie, i still digged out time to watch with you. when i needed someone to accompany or so, i dont find anybody. cos people will be busy with their stuffs and so. people says that im kinda sad, always going out alone. but whats with it? im used to it alr. i dont need. im tired. seriously tired. how i wished that i could be knock out now and never wake up.

tired day.

2008-11-17T01:32:00.000+08:00

blog prolly on tues. too tired to blog alr.
cheerious.

Living aimlessly.

2008-11-14T20:23:00.003+08:00

suddenly got the feeling of aimless life.
im simply living my life aimlessly.
where is the usual me mingling around with people?
i seriously think that i dont have friends.
even close ones. how sad?
im always going out alone, roaming aimlessly.
why must it be in this way?
my introvert personality? im trying to be an extrovert.
but i still find myself trying HARD to be one.
sometimes i really think that am i really that bad?
or maybe its my self-esteem that is low?
god.. to think that i cant even be like other,
approaching a girl like normal? i can only mingle and talk
with friends of the opposite gender when i know them quite well.
other than that, i find it hard to open a topic.
even with same gender, i still find it hard. cos i dont know whats the
person's personality? even if im able, i tend to offend alot of people.
thats what i guess.

for what happen this morning, im really really disturbed by it.
put it a way. you find the person, is one of your good friend. or put it a way that
he is a friend that you can get along well. to the extend that you will share
problems etc with each other, shooting and suan-ing each other.
and because of a small incident, you flared up.
for what happen was, me and my camp "best" buddy.
as from above, we share problems and etc etc.
be it own personal problems or army problem.
we are sort of can get along. as in we do go out and chill as mentioned in
some of my posts. and i even digged my pocket to help him catch something
that he wanted to get from someone. whom i believe suppose to be important
to him, and might be his happiness.
and because of one incident, he flared up.
the incident was me using a torchlight, shining on him.
he wasnt on duty at that moment, and he just came down to help out.
so, for people who knows me well, should know that im always being cheeky
by doing such things.
and yet, he got up and shouted at my face, pushed me.
you know how shocking can that be?
a freaking shining torchlight on to you and you fucking pushed me. mind me with the F word.
its really beyond description of feelings. its just a fucking torchlight.
not that i cursed you that your whole family die or wad. its just a fucking t-o-r-c-h-l-i-g-h-t.
i torlerated. i just want to get things clear.
even if its early in the morning, and human tends to become hostile,
but thats not the way. you might be moody or so-called emo.
thats not the way to get things done. seriously.
i have been keeping things to myself alot. people knows. im a kind of person who
keeps everything to myself. i dont share out. even if im moody or emo, i wont go
to the extend by showing g-a-n-g-s-t-e-r-i-s-m act. im fugging disappointed by that
action. seriously. i regretted being a nice and good person. im always at the losing end. always being pushed around. who can i go to? no one but myself. you have your "GF" and your "meimei" to go to. i dont and i dont show such hostile acts. im
terribly disappointed.

its really a time for me to change of wad i used to be.
nevertheless, it will be a lesson for me, to see humanity in life.
human are cruel. its either you being cruel to them, or them being cruel to you.

some pictures from the cohesion on wednesday. kbox session. i believe thats my last time attending such events. i had enough.

happen to see this happy feet in the potty of a toilet at marina sq. LOL.

a toy that i have spent unneccessary. oh wells.

a toy i "caught" from one of those UFO CATCHER.

P.S i will be a changed person.

P.S.S i know no one reads. its just for me to vent whatever stuffs here.

P.S.S.S its not that im petty or what, its just that i really had enough of all these shit.

think too much.

2008-11-10T23:22:00.001+08:00

lol. im expecting alot of things.
but yet i still received lots of diappointment.
wth. what am i really expecting.
i dont know what im expecting man.
oh my...

there must be a day, where i wake up.
MUST. 1 more month to 2009.
its the resolution of my 2008 plans. but i have yet to achieve.
time to strive achieve!

Peace Out Yo.

POOF..

2008-11-08T22:26:00.003+08:00

oh man. life is getting sianner and sianner.

why 2 yrs just cant past that quickly.

thou i will be 21 by then. but i still do hope that everything over asap.

seeing people ord each month is disheartening.

you will keep thinking. when is my turn?

oh mine. promotion in less than a month. what will i benefit from it?

hopefully i will gain respect etc etc. HOPEFULLY la.

went out with calvin today.

went to the UFO catcher thingy cos he wanna catch something for that someone.

spent 20 bucks? as in he spent and im the one catching.

then its like, its always near miss. wth. i felt so bad that i go help him with another 10 bucks.

total 30bucks on the freaking machine.

its always near miss la. plus so many people behind me seeing me. zzz.

but sure there will be a day i will catch it. LOL.

thanks to calvin and his UFO catcher.

but for his happiness, as a friend, i did what i can do to help already.

but to no avail. hhahaha shld have taken some pictures of it. aiks. its too late.

blogging with all words is ridiculously insane!

i shall try to blog with pictures next time.

will try only lur. cos in army, theres no such device called camera.

its a no-no in everywhere of those restricted places.

they are plain lame. who will take pictures of whatever stuffs. retard.

this shirt is freaking cute laa. but its freaking ex too.

this is 6mths ago. when im still BOTAK. LOOOOOOOL. but 6mths later.. see next picture.

i think i gained weight! this cant be happening to me! okay. time to rectify this stupid problem of mine.

hmmm.

2008-11-06T23:44:00.004+08:00

hmmm. lol. kinda sian man. lool.

duno why.

slept 2 frigging hours only. how cool?

but but.

i have a duty starting from 6am but i went down at 7am.

im like. wow. no government. LOL.

haha. oh man..

lol. no comments.

i think i shall be unfriendly and unkind when the next batch comes in.

cos im like always being ride by others!

this is not gonna happen to me anymore!

LOL.

people says im to kind and friendly to people already.

hence, im gonna be a person who gives no face.

heh.

ahahaha.

Blog Renovation Done.

2008-11-04T23:00:00.010+08:00

what you see is what you got. been doing it for about 3 hours? at last its done.
pretty satisfied with it ya. haha.
not that bad la hor.
comments needed. linkers needed.
will be doing up the pictures real soon i believe. haha.
okay. nothing much for today.
went to collect the FLH concert tix which is like free one.
zomg. so i decided to give to my sis and cousin to go see.
lol. not interested in them. LIKE DUHZ.

arrgg. Life is so unfair. but we couldnt blame others but ourselves.

nevertheless, no matter wad we do, we gonna live our life to the fullest.
Like people always say, never give up until the last gasp of breathe!

its time to buck up. in terms of studies and everything. ZOMG.
1 yr 6 months to ORD. pretty fast uh. half a yr gone le. pretty much regretted
of the current shit im going through now. imagine me with 1choco bar,
fetching 1k a month. wtfug. REGRET!!

Peekture of the day.

How many times in the year can we slp like this cat?

Last but not least. VOTE FOR CORINNE ONG CHING ER FOR HEY GORGEOUS. FROM NGEE ANN POLY.

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tired.. super tired..

2008-11-03T00:21:00.002+08:00

lol. i have no idea why im so tired.
physically tired?
i slept from 2pm to 8 plus 9pm.
and im still tired.
lol.
people says, mentally tired.
but im like sleepy tired.
arrg. nevertheless.
time to slp!

kinda sad

2008-11-01T01:54:00.001+08:00

kinda disturbed by today's morning incident.

there shld be a line drawn within subordinates and superior.

blah.

fart it.

TO BE OR NOT TO BE

2008-10-30T00:07:00.002+08:00

i want to be a useful person!

lol. yes a very useful person.

i suddenly felt the urgency that im moving towards 2x and its time to wake up from the world i've always been living. thats not suppose to be the way of me. i shld be doing things that will contribute to my future,family or even the country.

i shall stop being a stupid kiddo spending money like drinking water.
i shall be trifty and hence saving more money.
i wanna buy a car and nvr be a poor shit.

I MUST CHANGE MY STYLE OF LIVING!

Peace out!

who i am?

2008-10-28T01:48:00.002+08:00

lool.
i sort of dunno who i am already. omg..
lol. wadeva.
okay..
time to slp.

at least one post hokay.
lool.

i need motivations!!!!

o-o

2008-10-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

lool. im back yo.
wanted to be a regular blogger, but it kinda stopped me.
cos NO ONE IS TAGGING.
and that dictates that no one reads. oh my.
thats so saddening la..
lol.
okay. im going to do my stuffs already. will try to be regular.
people please leave your foot prints by tagging. i will reply ASAP.

P.S i wanna continue my singing lessons.
P.S.S i wanna learn dance for naw. T_T
P.S.S.S i wanna have more income naw. recommend me some ways.

tired.

2008-10-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

tired. was watching hot shot in camp. till 1 plus 2..
lethargic.. lool. hahas.
im pretty sick and tired of alot of things already.
may burst out anytime.
lool.
wish me luck.
tough luck!.

PEACE OUT YO.

hey hey you you.

2008-10-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

oh man. im at a very shag mode now. superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. lool
yesterday's duty is like wow.
im super tired. lets calculate my rest time.
0900-1300 work
1300-1500 rest(reached up there is about 1330 plus lunch 1400)
total rest time so far 1 hr.
1500-1800 work.
1800-2200 rest.( dinner and doing some misc stuffs like bathing etc)
total rest time 2hours.
3hours so far in total.
2200-0200 work.
0200-0600 rest.( return stuffs plus eat maggie 1hr)
total rest time 3 hours.
total 6hours of rest in total.
0600-1100 work and go home.

SIX FRIGGING HOUR! WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
im super shag. and as usual, i went bonkers again. LOL. afterall
i know i can endure for so long. POWER LA.
LOOOL.
after that went back to clementi to change bank book.
then decided to change my atm card too. cos its superrrrrrrrrr
duperrrrrrrrrrrrr cui. if you guys see before. didnt take a picture before that.
then got a GO card instead. which is a master card in it too.
MASTER CARD SIOLL. lol. i got a master card. heh.. lol.
but can not anyhow use. later i jialat. loool.

needa save up for driving, needed save up for car and needa save up
for lao po ben. thou im not attached now. still need to save horr. lool.
okay. im hitting my bed already ya! nights peepos.!

PEACE OUT YO!

its over.

2008-10-01T22:27:00.004+08:00

Decided to take off this post.
^.^

boredom.

2008-09-30T00:38:00.002+08:00

oh man. kind of daily routine! i cant do that any more! loool oh man. mounting mounting. kao kao. i will go mad one. haha. went out to get my phone changed. but kind of for fun cos i dont need it and its cheap. lmao. its like selling at 198 but with my voucher they no choice suck thumb sell me at 68. LOOL! plus i got fahrenheit's concert tics. booked by my sis and maybe to my cousin. lool think shld arrive very soon? cos its like RSVP to get it. so. i think will get la hor. lol. and HAPPY BIRDDAE TO JORIE IN ADVANCE! lol. sorry wont be able to attend. but hope you enjoy it.

sia la. our clique all attached liao. only me neither here nor there. oh mann. loool. whatever. leave it to fate. :D

Peace out YO!

the love birds. lolol. nutty and Burger king sioll. hahahaha!

my fones :D

A day to remember.

2008-09-27T21:16:00.003+08:00

another shift day. im super tired can.
was hoping for at least something to brighten up,
but ha. god knows.

basically kena eaten by those lao jiaos again.
so sad. they are always putting those tiring shift for us.
no choice. lan lan suck thumb.
calvin got stunned by something we nvr gotten before.
almost got extra,but heng he didnt
he damn heng la i tell you.
on our way back home,
his gf parents actually came to the same cabin.
i was laughing my ass off. seriously.

okay. not feeling good. adios!

daily routine.

2008-09-25T23:35:00.003+08:00

oh man its almost like a daily routine. and im starting to
get sick of it alr!!!!
kind of siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
thou its quite okay.
but damn shag.
i could have hardly 7hrs of slp? oh maybe lesser.
oh fug.....

im really tireddddddddddddddddd.....
i have less than for friends and anyone else.
and i tend to go crazy after duty depriving of slp.
thanks to calvin(my army mate) and im always,
self entertaining my Formula One beat-box.
and i got super irritating and guai lan.

then reach home, still need to manage lots of stuff.
its really wearing me off. especially those minor minor thing.
arrrggg. its really wearing me out!!
really wonder if i will get stressed up and eventually slim down.
but ui doubt so. i will keep feeding myself. loool.
HOPEFULLY. lol.

and shit, i found myself getting OUT OF HAND!!! lol.
seeing too much CB-es. eh. this lingo only some knows.
not vulgarities ty. im not a vulgar person please. ( like real.)
haha. those who really know me, shld know.
i will be vulgar at times, but its out of fun. other than that,
i shld be normal one. LOOOL.
i must keep myself from all these things alr. and and.
Calvin dont dai huai me tq~!!!!!

hmmm. still got wad. hmmmmmmmmmm....
ohh. i wanna do some changes to my blog. but i simply dont
have the time!! see, i have the time to online but no time to
change it. how ass am i. looooooooooooooooooooooooooooool.
okay. i shall find one beautiful day, and i do some changes to it.

okay last but not least,
NUTTY. i said i will blog. LOOOL. YES. THAT SONG IS SO LIKE YOU.
BODOH AND RANDOM! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
if you guys wanna noe wad song, its 卢广仲 - 早安，晨之美.
the one that keeps going 对啊对啊对啊对啊啊对啊对啊对啊
对啊对啊对啊
it like so NUTTY. LOOL.

P.S i really broke liaoo! OMG. 2 more weeks to pay day.
P.S.S i wanna buy card and get license asap!
P.S.S.S i wanna earn some extra pocket money while in camp!

WO HUI LAI LE.

2008-09-22T02:29:00.003+08:00

lool.
a post being force by the nutty brain.
lol.
very random of her calling me out of no where.
LOL. yeah. shes always random la.
ah lian is always ah lian.
agreed by weimin. hahahahahahaha.

i practically stayed at home for the past 2 days la. leg
kind of injured, so cannt really walk. omg. but tml, okay.
today gotta mount 24hour duty again. hope not that siong lur.
hopefully.
its gonna be another tough day. be back on tues.

P.S
i wanna watch alot of movies man. but financially,
im disabled. due to my high expenditure and costing
me liabilities, there goes all my plans and etc.
really need some financial planning.
or maybe, a financial planner.
that will be good, leave it to someone special to do it someday ba.

take care peepos. if i have the time i will try to blog up some stuffs.

P.P.S
NUTTY BRAIN. SEE THIS POST IS FOR YOU.
lol. you are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
RANDOM!
lol. okay. see ya soon. spend more time to recover your
weird skin thingy. and dont expose to sun so often.
spend sometime with HIM lur. he shld quite need you
especially he is seeing guys almost 99% of his time in camp.
my camp, at least, got something nicer to see. LOOL.
take care NUTTY!

1st day at new environment.

2008-09-08T23:35:00.002+08:00

heyhey. my 1st day at my new environment is crap. its a super. duper. kns place to be at. no psp no mp3. how sian can that be? wth. lol. hmmm... yeah... did nothing much today. watch tv play board games etc etc. think i will be getting alot of more stuffs. LOL. okay. i wanna hit my bed alr. superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr tired. ciaos!

ilu with all i can.
i will and confirm accompany you thru every
fuck shits.
thats a promise from me to you.
love u.

Crazy days.

2008-09-06T18:05:00.006+08:00

Went to catch Make it happen yesterday with calvin. loool. i fell asleep at some parts. those boring parts. then kena scold by him. loool.

Rating: 3/5 most of the sexy moves are really. vaaaaa-vrooooooooom.

woke up super early today. thanks to mr.calvin again. wanted to do some stupid enough things, but due to my suay mouth, that person didnt appear. LOOOOOOOOOOL. then went over to bugis like 8am? is tmdf early. lol. and everywhere is closed. so we had breakfast and so on. then again. he did a stupid thing! im like wtheck? lool. he asked me to guess the sales staff how old. then i say 18? anyhow bomb. then he say he guess 22. then when he made the payment, he asked that person. lmao. ._. its tmdf lame. looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool. haha. okays. i really do have a suay mouth, so dont ever let me curse or swear at you. it will happen.

Distance,
what is distance?
i can freaking feel the distance.
and a drastic one.
its the 2nd one, and so fast i do feel the distance.
how am i going to get through that?
i'll try my best to,

love you.

Last day in PLAB.

2008-09-05T23:32:00.002+08:00

hearts sank, feelings down.
last day in PLAB wasnt okay.
went in the morning, chat with fellows, went for lunch.
and got our posting orders.
PLAB FDC PLT1 Section 1.
people who was always be there, when one another is in need.
although there maybe some conflicts, we still settled it peacefully.

took fotos and etc during our last day with day. 10 full weeks.
we have fun, joy and laughter. quarrellings and endless disputes.
you are the people, whom i will remember for very very long time.
17 people in the section, including me.
[Your left, your left, your left right,
FDC,
left right,
Warriors,
left right,
Dare Us.]
pictures will be up soon. (:

HEY LOOK WHOS HERE>?

2008-08-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

hey hey. im here. for a moment only. i got to come home for like bloody one hour:? freaking sian siol. lol. haha. ok lur. at least i get to come home alright. hahaha. okay. i gotta book in at 1130. so i gotta chop chop surf net put songs and rest a while before i go. lol. alright people. will be back tml night, i think. haha. okay. it will be a tedious day. especially after outfield. shag... haha. okays. ciaos.

Peaceoutyo,
WIL

MC

2008-08-11T03:06:00.003+08:00

woots. im on MC for 3days due to my leg.
heh. went to NUH alone to see the doc.
doc says maybe ligament strain or something.
sian. but i got 3 days off to rest and dont move around.
and yes. im sitting down infront of my comp 24hrs.
WELL DONE WILSON.
lol. okok. gotta slp soon. kinda tired.
Peace Out Yo

Much Appreciated.

2008-08-09T02:07:00.002+08:00

Thanks for those who care, helped or even took care of me when im limped.

A big thank you to you guys. Without you guys, i think i prolly be suffering even more.
Thanks Thanks!

nothing much, went to CT's gathering after booking out.
lol. okay. yeps.

i shld start writing lyrics-es. inspirations shld gush to my mind easily i think.
and i suppose so.
Peace out Yo,
WIL

Fasten Your Belt Before Flights.

2008-08-03T08:46:00.002+08:00

i had enough with those F*ckers already. lol. freaking annoying and really can go and die type.

friday was a pretty good day, 1st is got to book out, 2nd is a once in a life time experience. can you imagine an aircraft is about to land just above your head?

imagine the aircraft is landing towards

and you are running

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

i was like woooooh. just about 10m above your head. pretty cool uh. hahas. i seriously wonder when will i post out man. but if post out, i will be with those f*ckers. omg. how sad.! lol. okok. i gotta catch some rest now. i was awake and nvr sleep at all. im going to die. i'll blog again when i got time. ciaos! Peace Out.

OOC-ED

2008-07-12T23:52:00.003+08:00

yoyos. hahas. yeah.. as most of you know, im posted to airforce. freaking damn siong. slimmed abit, just abit not much. doing lots of things man. but after 4days of siong-ness, the OC put the 10 of us out-of-course. HAHA. ohmg? lol. damn funny can. he said that we shouldnt be there doing trainings etc etc. but i really wished to complete it though. lol. afterall, we are still part of the airforce in the end. people there are really great. as in trainees there are uber nice to play with and fun. made alot of friends. heh. they didnt want me to ooc as they dont bear me to leave. omg, im so well-populated man. HAHA!!! lol. okay.. basically life there sucks, but people there makes it good man. the commanders etc etc are really those wtf one. lol. but nevertheless, i shall enjoy the moments there before we leave that place for another posting. but i believe my next posting will be more worse i believe. i never thought that i will get a combat vocation. its really outta my mind. lol. yeaps. alrighty, im like super broke already. hais. loll. okok. kinda happy for now as i can enjoy slack life but havta stay in which i doesnt want to be. hahaha. yeaps. PEACE OUT YO.

Watched Red Cliff though.

uber long movie, but nice. still got part 2 man. -_-

Movies at 8 bucks every weekends. woah. power of safra card.

why do i think of you when im back to stay in camp?
when im not in camp everything will be okay.
oh man. what the hell am i doing man.

雨天.

2008-07-06T16:33:00.005+08:00

oh man. soon another day will be gone. imagine next week of this day of this hour, im like preparing to board the train to go back to camp? freaking sad man.

hais. admit ba.

PEEKTURES.

the heart shaped made by the black knights is uber nice lar. lol. if only... lol. nvm. xD thats all uh. hahaha. ook. PEACE OUT YO!

Admit to REALITY.

2008-07-06T02:44:00.001+08:00

admit to reality le.
so fast one saturday gone. how sad.
went NDP preview today. kinda ok..
B-W only. haha.
okay. post tml.
i want to have a nice slp before i move there.

Im such an loser man.

2008-07-05T00:38:00.003+08:00

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a sign of agitation and irrated! my curses and swears. why am i so unlucky? 1st to K-9 unit, manage to escape. wad came worst? airforce. shit man!! im gonna stay in for 2 frigging month. omfg? thats not wad i want! if thats the case i rather get into K-9! wth man. Fark!!

got my armband at last and officially im a policeman of the army now. went to the camp after graduating. freaking stupid! its like, damn dusty and dirty. how am i gonna survive in 2 mths? im gonna be so so dead.

went to meet WANS and JORIE after dismissing from the camp. sat around and bought something then settle down at KFC for dinner. WANS dint felt well out of a sudden. so went back directly afterthat. who will wan to wear a army uni walking around? then saw my coy's platoon sgt who isnt incharge of me. lol. but overall i realise hes not as bad as wad we think though, and i realised that im so noticeable? lmao. and the fact that i wasnt in his platoon and he remember who i am. lmao. wth.
hope i will get thru this freaking 2 mths peacefully and so on. STUPID!!!

i have no idea who am i now.
why do you suddenly appear thru my mind?
i wonder and ponder,
i thought i got over?

Shagz.

2008-06-30T23:28:00.002+08:00

yoyo people. im back. 4 more days and im officially a 'policeman'. in name only. haha. but okay la. not that bad thou. during the course its like woah. 8-530 and during that you can play psp for 5 frigging hours. woah woah woah. shioks.
basically nothing happen much though. dad was admitted to hospital last week due to some blood vesell blockage at the toe which causes his toe to become black.at 1st he doesnt want to go see doctor. but after persistant nagging from me, sis and mum, he went eventually. and there he go, admit to hospital. thank god nothing went wrong and everything goes fine. and now he discharged and now at home. the moaning and stuffs hurts my heart man. i cant imagine that pain. it simply hurts into the heart. oh boy. i would rather be the one taking the pain instead of him please.

oh man. im still in a mess. if i were to posted to taiwan for 1year. shall i go?
sis says i shall go.
dad says i shall go.
mum says i shant go.
wth?
should i go? 1 year man. 1 year, i wouldnt know whats gonna change around me.
where my friends all will gonna be. how?

my tagboard seems quiet. spam it pls. give some comments~~!

New unit.

2008-06-23T00:00:00.003+08:00

heyhey. i'll be reporting to new unit tml. oh gosh. haha. hope everything's gonna be fine. went out with mum and sis today. bought a belt, mag and a new addidas watch. LIKE FINALLY. lol okok. time to lights off. tml gotta go for a run. BYEBYE PEOPLES. Peace out yo!

i guess i really walked out of that.
all by myself. (:
all the best to you, if you happen to read it.
you'll be better off without me!

pretty nice song to share.
原谅我 by 萧敬腾Jam

请不要分了以後还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久已不属於我
默默低头那时我很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我爱太多想太多
我能感受他比我适合
爱放了手我伪装冷漠比你先说分手
请原谅我原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口好让你离开我
请原谅我好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活
请不要分了以後还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久已不属於我
默默低头那时我很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我爱太多想太多
我能感受他比我适合
爱放了手我伪装冷漠比你先说分手
请原谅我原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口好让你离开我
请原谅我好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活
爱过恨过哭过也笑过
亲吻过你的脆弱
其实我比谁都要懦弱
原谅我必须假装爱错
别让时间倒流我怕说不出口
原谅我没有解释太多心痛
别无所求彻底忘了我爱原来要舍得
我难过
我才懂

POP LE. xD

2008-06-20T16:55:00.004+08:00

oh yes. haahaha.. i have poped like for 2 weeks. and this 2 weeks i have been feeding myself. zomg. lol.

okok.

10th june

poped le. haha. went dinner with our ORD-ed sgt mr kenny at seoul garden. eat eat eat. lol. pictures do the talkings.

The one in vest is one of my best buddy in BMT. lol but but, hes still a recruit now. LOL! KNOCK IT DOWN RECRUIT LEE. =X

see the way they eat things. -_-

Mr Kenny Pun. lol. my section commander. ORD LIAO LORH. pink ic show off.

Mr KK Pun's creation. food in egg. =.=

ehhh... we are not supporters of that shop. just find it nice.

the west-side boys. journey back to the west.

lol.

11th June

had bbq at another platoon mate's house. ate not much. lol. okay. then stayed over and played like whole night.

12th June

went to it show after reaching home at late afternoon. watched the incredible hulk. woah. ironman was involved. haha.

slacked for the whole week man. and grew heavier already. hahaha.

19th June

went to PS and watch the "Dont Mess With The Zohan" haha. great show man. Scrappy CoCo. Disco Disco Go Go~! went to JE and pooled after that.

today. nothing much. slacked at home and wait for my eposting. got in clementi camp as a RP. kinda disappointed. wanted MP instead. haih. haha. nvm.. okies. i guess thats about it. im pretty tired. wanna have an early night. Peace out YO.

Field camp day

2008-05-25T02:10:00.003+08:00

woots. finally back home. embarked at 2200 at home. kinda late. due to some stupid stuffs and so.

Day 1:
nothing much though. did our sleeping bashas. and carried on for night walk in the night. overall kinda fun.

Day2:
had 6km route march. damn tiring~ walk till siao. but less than a km i slip and fell, but i perserved due to my garang-ness. firing of blanks. nice~ lol. passed everything swiftly though had some abrasions here and there. but its fun. cool till death.

Day3:
people needed dig their "graves" which is shell-scrapes to camo there for defense. so those who are not digging sat there and shake legs do nothing. boring till death.

Day4:
teared down everything we did and went back.

total field camp trip was enriching and fun i believe. with people nice and so. but with people who stabs people at the back really kick asses. i had really enough of nonsense and whatever shits. lol. at the very least, i happy with the people whom i hang around with frequently.

lol. i feel more garang,slimer and man~ LOOOOOOL!!!! 2 more weeks to post out! which means im gonna leave that place real real soon! might miss there, maybe? lol. people there definetely, though its merely 7 weeks. but i really appreciate what this people has contributed in my life there for at least 7 weeks. yayness. haha. okays. nothing to blog much, wanna go to my lala land soon. alright. thats all! Peace OUT!

let you be will make me happier.
how long i'll take will depends.
you never know, whats at the next corner.
left turn, right turn, you will face different obstacles.
I WILL GET THROUGH THE OBSTACLES ASAP!

kind of sian.

2008-05-18T13:48:00.004+08:00

lol. dam tired can. was talking on the phone till 5am. FIVE AM IN THE MORNING CAN. was having conference with friends. damn sian one lo. lol. cos its like 4 guys and 1 girl. lmao. -.- oh man. sian. slept at 5am and woke up at 10. 5 frigging hours of sleep. thanks to them ok. lol. hai. soon going back to lala land le. emo emo abit. =X lol. im like emo-ing every night in camp. till all of them bth to the max. hai. sian sia. okok. im going back to that corner in my house already. LOL.

things to be achieve by 10th june.
1. hit desired weight.
2. face to be maintian smaller each day.
3. forget whatever unhappiness.
4. learn to be a better person.
5. get happier each day.
6. become elmo instead of emo.
7. get through whatever i need to get through.
8. make at least 5 good friends.
9. think before actions.
10. SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH.
11. her to be happier without my presence.
12. sleep and dont think too much.

hope things goes fine.
hope she will be better off without me.
hope i will stop whatever its needed.
I WILL GET THROUGH THIS EMONESS OF MINE!

P.S let me feel reader's presence, TAG BEFORE YOU LEAVE.

2nd book out

2008-05-17T23:31:00.002+08:00

weets. my 2nd book out. hahas. went lunch with JOEY, my platoon mates and sgt. LOL. i know that fellow's name who is in caps will read one. pain in the ass. LOL. haha. okok. yeah. Army isnt that tough. i mean for my situation la. lol. yeah. people has been good to me, bad to me. those who are good to me, i know. heh. you know who you are. my heart to heart talker. hmmm. basically i spent the whole day loitering around jurong myself. LOL. went to get all those neccessary stuffs for myself and people. yeah.. then went to walk alone at IMM for some relieves. 5days in camp is torturous. LOL. but with people who are good, time pass well. went around finding the fone im looking for. but to no avail. zzz. sianza. tml try to go town and find. POCKET GONNA BURNZ. i barely hit my bank on 1 frigging thousand. when can i ever save till my car. LOL. okok. kinda tired. back to emo. LOL. anyway. people im fine alright. yeaps. no worries. i know you people care, but im okay. :D

let time heals. :D
早知道爱
我已忘了喜欢给你的爱
是永远不晚只因为爱
我都明白将我的心放你口袋等待

nothing much. a post for you.

2008-05-11T01:15:00.003+08:00

nothing much to blog. went out with usual peeps to have dinner. wanted to trick them, but i failed. just a stupidlity killed me straight. LOL. alrights. slack till around 11 plus and finally settled at home at 12. which im already half seh cos i used to the 2230 lights off timing. body clock is working.

This is for you.
i dont know wad to say.
just that...
hmmm...
the reason i smsed you that day.
is becos, we hardly sms each other already.
if not, it would be me, smsing you, getting short replies from you.
yeah. perhaps, the feeling might be not the same anymore.
just to let you know, my feelings never changes.
i said that, just becos i think, most probably,
you wont want wait till i serve my service for 2 years thou theres off.
or you already lost that feelings we had in the past long ago.
maybe its just me,
one-sided? for 9 mths plus til10 mths?
i never get to know.
maybe, i did it right? maybe im not?
i really dont know.
now, i asked you to read this,
and the reason i asked to be parted is becos im going NS.
thats the only reason, not becos of feelings or anything.
i asked if 25th apr you'll be free,
i just hope that i can see you.
when you are working, and we are quite near,
i just hope that i can accompany you home.
when you said that you are afraid of horror movies,
i told you i'll be by your side.
the last question you asked was if i doesnt want to sms you then fine,
my answer to you now is, im actually serving the nation, and i could only
use the fone for a limited period of time, while you didnt know.
i just want you to be happy or something, i dont like to force people or anything.
im asking you to read, is becos, i want you to know the actual reason.
sorry for being that. thanks for the memories that will etched to my heart.
分开以后每当想到你就会低下头紧握着手不知过了多久我相信你就会有一样的辛酸难受都曾经深爱过谁有谁能舍得在离开你之后想快乐也只是一种强求一个人怎么过都是愁懂得拥有却未必能让你为我停留最后只剩遗憾拉住我不放手

BOOK OUT DAY.

2008-05-01T01:22:00.004+08:00

today is the 1st book out i had. oh yes man. finally. instead of 2weeks, came out on the 5th day!!! WEETS. okok. im kinda of immune to it already. 7weeks not too long not too short. just nice. but thank got i got nice bunk mates, sgt and pl sgt. THANK GOD! but the bunk mates, .-- all talking to gf one sia. ass. lol. being turtle already. cos my COY is Ninja. but we dont work like one. LOL!! hahas. okok. will do some blogging after 10th my 1st wkend bookout! PEACE OUT AND DONT MISS ME MUCHA.

5th day of breakup isnt easy.
you didnt ask why, cos you wont know why.
maybe, im just plainly one-sided.
waiting blindly for you.
i missed you badly.
and you wont know.
looking out the window,'
though we are breathing the same air,
at 2 far places.
i will still wonder,
whether you are great out there.
having fun with your friends taking care of yourself.
maybe,
someone else taking care of you.
im just no one to say anything about it now.
5 days, and not even an reply from you.
i guess,
a fullstop has been placed there.
take care, miss the good times!
goodbye love.
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里　
最后一句
其实还爱你

Lasr post before i head off.

2008-04-25T02:26:00.003+08:00

HEYS ALL LOVES. lols. okay. today shall be my last post of the month. yeah. i will be serving the nation tml onwards. I'LL BE A REAL MAN BY THEN. hahas. okok. yeps. okay. how i spend my last day was actually quite simple. went back to PWP to collect my commission and stuff before heading down to bugis. bought the goggles and my tuffle bag for BMT. yeah. a branded one. hahaa. yeps. then after that went back to clementi to shave my hair and meet my sec sch mate for dinner at botak jones. ate and chat till about 9 plus 10 and headed home packing my stuffs and so. haha. oh man. so fast. im heading in and be out after 2 long weeks. hahahaha. okokays. i will be updating if i have the chance or anything. and people who wants to catch me during weekends, BOOK ME IN ADVANCE. ahahahs.

Recording Final Product

2008-04-23T16:45:00.005+08:00

lol. got my Final Product of the recording at muisc garage. 難聽 to the maxx alright. hahaha. here you go. comments goes to the tag board.

Warning: Do not on your speakers loud as its disturbing.
Disclaimer: If you have issue with my voice, myself or anything, keep it to yourself. Thanks!

Comments from the teacher: pitching alright, speed might be fast and slow at times, overall is ok but without emotion. voice can be more powerful. Words pronounciation can be better (咬字不清楚) potential to hit high notes, needs more training.
Comments from one of my friend: overall can be better.
Comments from me, myself and i: sucked to the max, some parts is really CMI. background vocal covered my voice. zao xia to the max. kinda fast and slow at times, beats sucked. kinda flat, no climax at all. feelings wise, cant feel anything at all. overall, sucks to the core.

okoks. maybe doing some edits to this post or so. if not i will blog a new one again tml. xD. All your comments to my song shall go to the tag alrights. people being caught running away will be prosecuted by the law of WILSON.

Time to slp

2008-04-22T06:12:00.000+08:00

time to slp now. blog later in the night. XD

HAPPY ADV BDAE TO ME.

2008-04-20T21:58:00.009+08:00

WARNING! GONNA BE A VERY HEAVY UPLOADING POST.

went to STAGE's official opening.. oh man. freaking lots of people and i had a very long time before stepping into that shop. damn sian.. got a very very bad feeling that i wont get my cap and the tees. but afterall, im still lucky enough to get the tees and cap. oh man. whole lots of spendings.

DURING OPENING.LOOK AT THE CROWD AND THE NUMBER OF LIONS.109 WTF. WAITED HOW LONG?
A CARRIER OF STAGE SG AND TWMY PURCHASES.MY PURCHASES.PURCHASES.SMALL AND LARGE CARRIER TO CARRY STAGE.

CAP.FRIEND'S TEE BUYING ON BEHALFSTAGE SINGAPORE OPENING TEE.GHOST TEE.

After buying, went to slack around in town before heading down to meet the peeps. went to meet WANS 1st at TM while waiting for ZAF to come over and we hop onto his train. so went to downtown to meet the peeps. but when they 1st got the cards from B&J i sensed something amiss already. so im quick enough to recky around but still sensing something amiss. ZAF was totally blured. i sensed something wrong when they asked me to pose with my cutest pose with it. im like lol? why me only? why not ZAF too. and from then, i got super non-sporting. lol .and theres more to come. and i was totally being made as a clown man. THANKS AR PEOPLE WHO THINK OF IT. i was like, i was very good to them during their bdae wad. and this is wad they repay to me!! im gonna have my revenge. !!! lol. okay. but im greatly appreciate wad they had given to me. seriously! PEEPS IF YOU ARE READING THIS, IM REALLY GRATEFUL FROM THE DEEPEST AND BOTTOM OF MY HEART, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING AND THANKS SO MUCHA AND GREATLY APPRECIATED! lol.

THANKS PEEPS! THANKS WANS,JO,ERINE,SIMIN,YONGLIANG,LESLIE,KEVIN,ZAF for EVERYTHING. THANKS MUCHA!

Less than 10days...

2008-04-16T00:24:00.002+08:00

its totally less than 10days before im in to that place. i bet people gonna miss me so so much. and its time for me to do some editing before going in there. but im super not in the mood to do it today as im really tired, for no particular reason. maybe im falling sick or so. 3 more days and the peeps who i've work with gonna miss me mucha. without me, they will be as boring as... hahaha. no comments bout that. okay. im tired, but i cant slp due to the waiting of the 100% entertainment. man, why must it be today. lol. okays. wadeva. went to get my specs done and alarm clock with mum today. finally after one week shes back from ***** lol. okay. yeah. and i've got a qi zai. lmao. okay okay. im really tired, gonna spend so so much this weekend. stage's official opening and outing with peepos. people, date me out before 24th!!!

Vocal Lesson.

2008-04-05T23:45:00.002+08:00

Had my free vocal lesson today.
quite enriching i believe.
but kinda short. thats why they kept promoting to join.
lol. but im not joining cos certain reason.
hahas. at last, had a cd of my own. woo. haha.
but have to collect it another day. woah. theres like so many people in the school?
but definetely that guy is a friendly soul. lol. he kept talking to me. lol.
thou he was used to be a famous kid, but he still that friendly. haha.
after that went to orchard to catch the STAGE in singapore.
kinda disappointing. not much was displayed. oh mann... lol. stupidddddddd.
oh yeah. on the way together with mum, theres this group of girls. talking that loudly.
and its something lame. im like, dont care, girls with big mouths. LOL. cos they were talking about someone. *ahem* cos im like labelled thru out today. LV bag, Stage's top, Evisu's bottom, Nike's sneakers, Addidas's watch. lol. lame lame lame. hahaha.

okies. thats all folks. 19days more..

20days and counting..

2008-04-05T02:44:00.002+08:00

had a very very bad day the day before.
a totally bad day.
although its pay day, but getting of that frigging sum wasnt that easy.
i was warned that there will be lecture before getting pay.
and im totally prepared. well, not that prepared.
got lectured that i was being the top of the late coming to work in the part time out of all the branches. woah.
and i got an one full hour of lecture, compared to my colleague. she had a short one.
well, perhaps becos i late for work for 252 mins? which is like woah. so impossible. put it a way that weekends i was late for merely 20mins each day. and total there is only 4 weekends total of 8 days, and it only amount to 160mins. 252mins? incredible huh. even my part time incharge was saying woah. possible anot? and i believe that there is definetely miscalculation with the things. haha. i totally hated the company and the BUSINESS MANAGER for goodness sake. he was saying that we dont feel the pain, so we kept coming in late. hence, they are going to deduct 252 from my pay according to 1dollar per minute. and im earning barely 40 bucks a day for 10 frigging hours. well, i didnt want to explain more about it but kept quiet. cos i know if i do, speak up, LOL all the words i have known in the world i would have shooted at his face. which i didnt want to. blah blah blah. after lectured, got my pay and my face was sucked to the max and i swear it does. cos everyone in the shop knew that im really not in the mood, well my colleague did cheered me up somehow or rather? yeah. cos the look on her face is really hilarious. haha. after all those, carried on to work. and just about im moving around to do my job, i got called up again, saying got things to ask me. and its just a minor issue. and again. half an hour lecture. woah woah. i totally hated him to the max to the core. it wasnt MY fault and hes putting all the fault on me. and suan-ed me that my sales was bad due to my bad attitude towards people and they didnt want to buy from me compared to another colleague of mine, which is a "best friend" to him. woah. my attitude sucked? woah? my sales sucked becos i sold all the laptops and machine under my incharge and he gave me hard cash after putting his name on the machines i sold. woah. fine enough. i really got enough of him and i didnt want to bother him anymore. whenever he asked for me, i take it as he was singing. well, put it as chirping. haha. wad i can say was that day my face was really written the four words, 心情不好. and what he does to me was 雞蛋裡挑骨頭.
will be telling my manager that im going to serve my last week with the company after this week. i really need rest and i wanna escape from that irritating person.

today, as usual nothing much.
he didnt do anything to me. well. at last. haha. but somehow, i will miss that place after i stop working. everything there. the people there, my colleagues, my manager and everything except for that ass? haha. well yeah.

haha. well, maybe i shouldnt be selfish, we are totally 2 person from 2 different worlds. from contacts to lesser contacts. from lesser contacts to hardly contacts. and from hardly contacts to never contact. well, true enough to say that i already gave up since 3 mths ago. i didnt want to let it carry on, but it gives a feeling of cant put down. which i believe its really time, to put everything to the back and start moving on. afterall its not difficult. put it a way that in actual fact we didnt start anything or what-so-ever. so, i shall be fair to the both of us, giving spaces to us. good enough. haha.
20days more to blog..

22 more days

2008-04-03T02:05:00.002+08:00

22 more days.
nothing much happen today.
met a new colleague. sort of weird he is.
but his attitude towards sales was like woah woah.
but my 1st day of working with him wasnt as good as expected.
cos its like, he keep interupting my talkings with people. then in the end i'll just walk off and leave to him.
but after work, manager went to tell him and actually open him up wad is right and wad is wrong. so after some clarifications, everything is fine. i guess.
writing some documents to shoot the schools for not notifying me for anything which they suppose to. hope it will wake them up, offering places to people who wishes to study and not to people who will actually take up the places and leave all the people with good studying attitude in vain. reminding them to open their bright eyes and see whos interested, whose not.

idontyearnmuch.
buttobeabetterperson.
ahappierperson.
butimstillnotthere.
maybeitjustdontfeelright.
22days and counting. time to eat lesser..

endings

2008-04-02T00:02:00.002+08:00

march had come to an end. and beginning of april has just started. i have totally gave up hopes on waiting for all the schools etc. and i dont wished to have hope anymore. even theres a little hope there but im still giving it up. life's isnt always going to the way you are. should we hate the educational system for not giving us chance to study? nope, we shall reflect on ourselves on our attitude. got the urge whereby time can be turned back, where i can go back to secondary life, enjoying every bits of it, studying well for exams and everything will goes out fine and everything will be perfect. who wouldnt want to have a well-paid job sitting down and face the computer and bring home <1.5k a month. who would want to stand all day long, seeing faces, nice or bad, just to get a frigging sum of money home each time slogging so hard and doesnt have even time to spent with friends and everything. if only i get to study and strive hard, i wont be doing all these. man, time is running up so fast. 23 more days, and i will be gone to an little island, where every good thing in the world will not be there. and i got to make this pact, that i will have the mood to study after 2 yrs. savings is the only key to success. spend lesser and i will be better off. the last 23 days of freedom before the 2 yrs of freedomless days and hairless days. i mean head hairs. well. maybe i should blog till the day i will use both my hands to give the my freedom to the sky keeper when i redeem it again after 2 yrs. adios peeps.

NO TIME.

2008-03-20T02:15:00.002+08:00

OMG. lol. i have lesser and lesser time to slp and to blog. have been busy busy busy lately to earn my last month of income coming into my pocket. oh man. lol. time is never enough. im a pig and i needa lots of slp. hahaha. okay. when NS comes, im gonna be so so dead. lol. oh yeah. i have already given up hopes waiting for schools to accept me already. maybe chances is so slim than the wind have actually blown it away. everything gonna wait till 365+365=830days later if i even got the mood to study already. lots of things to be done. time to plan up real soon. 3/4 of march has already arrived and im still in the piggy mode. but alrights la, after that shld be no more of such life anymore. haha. okok. time to head of to bed. and last but not least, IM ALRIGHT PEOPLES. *WINKS*

Tags replies.

2008-03-12T01:22:00.002+08:00

heyos all.
quick tag replies.
hmmm.
okok. im fine actually.
no worries, i'll be alright.
everything will be fine after sometime.
no worries ya.
I'LL BE ALRIGHT ALL.
I"LL NOT DO ANYTHING FOOLISH YAH.

Freedom of speech?

2008-03-10T01:23:00.002+08:00

in review of the tag and the blog entry written by my sis.

well. after reading everything. okay. whatever it is. my fault ok. yes. i understand. mum and dad uses the word FUCK on everyone. but, not to your own family right? and that anyone in my previous entry was pointing to anyone in the family. i didnt even said any vulgarities i've known or put it a way that i had used it before to others but NEVER to my own family. well, it speaks through YOUR mind that you wanna say that im USELESS and what-so-ever. well, i really dont wanna say anything more. you doesnt know what im thinking and what-so-ever. when i kept quiet or anything, you'll say im attitude and giving fucking attitude. the days i had in school and everything, i just dun wanna say it out to worry everyone and i know that i will be suffering. but i just kept to myself and don wanna say it out. stopping my tears from rolling everynight thinking of what have i done that people is always doing all those stuffs on me. humilations? jokes? emotional? maybe is becos in my previous life, i have been laughing at people and in this life people are doing it to repay me. what i really wan was to be happy person. you are always saying me that i goes to work, is as if i dont want to work. working is never easy. i dont think you tried doing it as you are always finding office work. standing for nearly 10 hours, talking non stop. pursuading people to buy from you. and i know my colleagues knows. i never slack or even take a sit even if i feel the pain on my very injured leg. i still pull through. the sufferings at work, scolding from the in-charge, talking from the boss. i never tell anyone except my colleagues. i just wan to be a normal person. and not a star like what you always assumed. singing is just my way of relieving stress, and my everything. you said you suffered when you were young. if you suffered, you will be damn damn skinny like how other people suffered. putting yourself in other's shoe? ha. well, i know im not a very useful person. but i do, have feelings. is not that i really"hate" you. just a way for me, myself to relieve stress. im always telling people, who are always thinking that cutting themselves or even having attempt to suicide are stupid. and will try my very best to help them. but for me, recently, i kept having the thots of being dead will be better off. nobody will actually care if im really gone from this world. i really wished. but i know, suicide is definetely stupid way. in fact, im praying, to god. that please, send me someone, who can take my life away. be it sickness, accident or being robbed and murdered. im just plain, tired of living. passing on will be a better idea of my happiness. im always wanting people to happy. so i hope, and i think, if, put it a big IF. one day im gone or any mishap happening to me, no one will be sad or anything. im just a normal someone, who disappear and will do good for the better of the earth. people who wants to read what she wrote, lemme post it here. i dont want to disclose her blog. oh yes. one last thing, thats what i want to let everyone know. I, Wilson Au, dying to go to any polytechnics to study is purely becos of studies, and not like wad you always trying to say was to defer from army or what-so-ever.

I'm not afraid of people to write something bad about me in his/her blog! And the above is my bro's blog. And yes.... he wrote something very hurtful and incorrigble stuff about me in his most recent post.I don't care! In real terms, I don't give it a damn.But I must say something rightful on my side. I hate defamation!Sometimes... I do hope that I will not have to meddle in other people's life.... but as a sister, I have to. (Which people may not understand)Imagine, you know something is strange going.... the whole family don't know and happen that you are the only one who is observant to know what's going on. Hints given, warnings given, nothing was to be changed. At this point of time, who will be the angry one? Do you think that I'm that free to bother with other people stuff? I got my own life too. But if suay suay something BAD happen, who's gonna to cover your backside? Yourself? family? or the last resort ME? I hate to be to the only 'decisor' in the family. Yes! I hate to do thing in a disorderly manner or even without a main structure. I hate things to be done in a draggy manner. I hate hypocrites. I hate to hide my true feelings.I do understand that people may grow old and will have their own thinking. I was once young before. But not everyone will have the same degree of mentality at that point of time.Can you imagine someone who has to work next day, talks on the phone throughout the night? Using the PC the whole day & night.... estimated starts at 10pm till next morning 4am? that is 6 whole hrs? Given that telephone bills, internet bills, electricity bills not being paid by the person using. This is not the main issue. And this person gotta have someone to wake him up for work. Not calling once or twice but all those screamings in the morning..... (how will other people who are still lazing in bed for that damn 5 mins feel?) NO PEACE.Thats not all! How about naggings? Naggings about the bills? Who got the F***ing l $ to pay all those bills?Yes... you may say you are a grown up (well at least still under 21). You need not to bother about the billing issues. Someone gotta pay for your expenses.... your hp bills even it shot up to a hundred dollars. Bless yourself!When I was at your age, who pays for me? Even my PC all all those bills, I PAY FOR MYSELF! I don't claim for what I spent on my studies. Do you have the same mindset, mentality, and attitude as me? If you don't have, don't say that you have grown up!I'm not lamenting that I led a bad life (tho' my life is real bitter). But I guess wouldn't it be better if there's an invention to read people's mind?Some words even bring said out, the other party may misread or ignore what you are trying to say. Even you have said it explicitly, the chinese so called zhong yan ni er.Sometimes in life, we are not trying to show off that we are blah blah blah clever, intelligent, expert. We just want to let you know that you are actually subconsciously overestimating yourself.Who will have tons of $ to spend, to splurge without working for it? you won't feel the heart pinch if you are not using your $ to pay for all these stuff which you are not using. Example, paying for a LV bag that you will not be the one using.What's more? DS lite? over $300 ... who said to pay half? Did I ask the $ back? Printer.... over $100.... who say needs it for studies? who said to pay half again? Did I ask the $ back? Internet sign on plan.... over $50 per month... who used the internet most? Who said to pay half again and again? Did I ask $ from YOU? Who got the 1st usage of IPOD touch? Who did not taken proper care of the IPOD and caused alot of srcatches? Who accompany you to buy your Prom jacket and paid for you in advance? Who accompany you to buy your xmas shirt? who always help to keep your secrets? who rushes down from work just to accompany you to choose your course to study?Think through thoroughly!I'm not defending myself but to reply to this entry:

Refer to my entry.
4th march 2008.

1st & 2nd paragraph:
Reply: You hate me? Well... I can only say I don't hate you. What's the definition of HATE? I guess I wouldn't use the word HATE on my family members.
hate –verb (used with object)1.to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; detest: to hate the enemy; to hate bigotry.2.to feel intense dislike, or extreme aversion or hostility. –noun[Origin: bef. 900; ME hat(i)en, OE hatian (v.); c. D haten, ON hata, Goth hatan, G hassen]
3rd paragraph:
Reply: If you don't want me to poke my nose into your life, then be it. I guess these few days you will notice that I DON'T BOTHER to even talk to you. When time comes, you will realise how much you want a person to POKE their noses into your life. Cos right now, I don't have anyone even my parents.... cos I appeared to be independent and so they thought even I'm out whole night, I must be doing something decent. Hate me again? Be it! My face and attitude irks you? Well... I guess it's your fate.... cos right from the day you are born you gotta face me. Yes... I'm older and is your sister... ride over your head? I guess you used the wrong description. That's the description if you were saying that someone younger rides over the older's head. 19? able to make decisions on your own? Well even I'm 26 this year, and your parents who are going to be in their 50s couldn't make their own decisions, never to say you are just 19. So who is the one who accompany to MDIS to make payment and to give suggestions on what course you are taking. Forgotten? Well... fine! Talking on phone and using PC is fine... but long hours.... and disturbance in other people's sleep? You will never know the torment when other members in the family complains and nag about you and I'm the only one who listens to these on YOUR behalf! Hate me.... pain in the ass.... you never know that you are the pain in other people's ass. Saying the FUCK word. I have repeated what I said without the F word, yet you are ignoring what I have said. Who on earth won't use the word FUCK when you are already so sleepy in the freaking 4am and people kept ignoring your words. And I never use the word FUCK unleass I'm seriously , terribly angry! And bad memory for you! MUM & DAD used the work FUCK on the 'anyone' which you have stated in the entry! And I presumed that you have used that word on 'anyone' too! AS for the fact you have mentioned in your last sentence.... sorry, I don't admit that it is a fact. It's just your assumption.
Last paragraph:
Reply: Both our attitude are wrong! And you are not the only one who got scoldings. Cos when I got it, you are not at home and I was discriminated and despised by our own parents for what I have said and done. Do you know it? NO! Did I say it out? NO! Do I care for it? NO! ANd yes, you don't use the same word back at me, cos if you used the same word, I would have something to defend myself. Did you talked nicely? When I asked you things, who is the one who shouted back at me in an impolite tone? Saying about sick of living.... who will be the one who is really sick of living?
From young, I suffered the most, especially when dad is sick. I gotta take care of the family when dad is in hospital cos i know Mum is unable to hold the family alone. I tell myself to be firm and independent. I must thanks all gods in the universal and people who rendered me in terms of help and force. As a girl, do you think I'm able to endure these throughout my life? No? But I walked through. Sometimes, I really wondered if I'm a girl.
Life gets better when I stepped out in the society to work. I have no regrets as I have fulfilled my parents' wishes to complete my tertiary education. And with determination, I made it to wear the graduation gown and motar board. At least wo dui de qi da jia. As I'm working now, I gotta pay back the Uni fees to Mum and of course the monthly household allowance. I gotta pay for my own bills. I'm glad for myself to be an independent individual but at the same time, I'm hate myself to be too independent. Contradicting? This is FATE.
If I were to leave this family, will it still be a family? If you think you are a grown up, will you be able to hold it firm

i always thot that my blog was my wonderland where i can actually destress myself. well i guessed it all wrong. ha. and i knew ever-since that GUEST appeared. i should have seen it coming. well, wishing and hoping for my time to be up though theres lots of stuff i have never done before. maybe, let me know before hand on when my times gonna be up.

DISPAIRED, DISPAIRED

2008-03-04T23:20:00.003+08:00

I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!
YOU MADE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO POKE YOUR NOSE INTO MY LIFE? I REALLY HATE YOU. THE FACE OF JUST AND THE ATTITUDE OF YOURS IRKS ME. SO WHAT IF YOU ARE OLDER THAN ME? SO WHAT IF YOU ARE MY SISTER? SO WHAT? DOES THAT MEANS THAT YOU CAN ACTUALLY RIDE OVER MY HEAD? NO, YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS! IM 19 AND IM ABLE TO MAKE ANY DECISION ALREADY. TALKING ON MY PHONE IRRITATES YOU? USING OF COMPUTER IRRITATES YOU? I REALLY HATE YOU LIKE HOW YOU HATE SOMEONE WHO IRRITATE YOU. YOU ARE REALLY A PAIN IN THE ASS. NO ONE IN THE FAMILY USES THE WORK FUCK ON ANYONE. AND YOU USED IT ON ME. YOU ARE REALLY INCORRIGIBLE. I HATE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE. YOU ARE ALWAYS THINKING THAT YOU ARE SUPERIOR BUT THE FACT IS THAT YOU ARE JUST PLAIN INCORRIGIBLE ASS HOLE. AND I ADMIT THAT YOU ARE ONE.

im really really pissed off by her. was it MY attitude or HER attitude that is in the wrong. im always the one getting scolded. when i got scolded i DONT use the same word back on you and i talked nicely. I DONT CARE WHAT IT IS. arg. i just dam dam pissed. im really really sick of living. sometimes i just think of when will my time is going to be up, and i will see the shinigami writing my name in the deathnote determined how my life is going to be. i wished it would rather be early to see him writing on it with the event of wither die peacefully, bang by car or even loose my balance and fell to death. Im done with the anger that stucks in my heart for sometime. loves all.

OMG. FATE.

2008-03-04T02:20:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGOMGOMG. i believe in FATE. really. much though after what happen today. hmm, everything seems to be OMG. LOL. okay. from the previous post, i talked about this person. and today, when i told my colleague about her again, she appeared again. IM LIKE, GOT SO HENG ANOT. LOL. but okay la. she still didnt buy anything. oh man. i was engaged with another customer. thou my colleague tried to ask her for her contact, but still didnt worked. oh man. ok. i believe in fate. I WILL SEE HER AGAIN SOMEDAY AND SOMETIME.! oh boy, i just cant forget the smile on her face. xD

quick tag replies.

Xuann: HAHA. okok. santa is coming in about 9 months time.
Fish: hi thanks for the tag!
Michz: HAHA. yeah soon. will be free to do all this only after next week, man. coffee soon!
Joan: LOL. yeah. i like leh. wad you wan to do. hahahahaha.
Guest: once again, whats the not realistic thing is?

Stress Stress and more stress.

2008-02-25T02:34:00.002+08:00

Yoo! lol. its been a long time. okay, not that long. since i ever blogged. oh man. to think of it. im really really damn damn tired and worn out these few days. almost worked everyday. oh boy. kinda sucks. but think of the money. waaaaw. okay. i needa change my fone real soon. heh. okay. let me think. wad should i blog. hmmm. okay. as usual, worked eversince sat and sun. to think that im working tml. gosh. ha. well. yeah. working on saturday was alright. kinda fun.. afterall its almost my 1st month working at there, though some weeks i went MIA. haha. yep. people there were really great. got to learn lots of things and discover things within me. HAHA. well, i found out that i kind off bad at talking. for english. LOL. i dont know leh. kind off like. uh.. i can speak darn well for one moment, and when i stop and take a rest from talking, my english was like, Beng's english and i talked like those who cant really speak english that fluent. OH MY. lol. but afterall i still think i improved in my english. SOMEHOW. as in talking la. hahaha. yeah. sat was suanning and suanning at the people there. though the manager is there, we still suanned and played. but if the boss know. LOL. we are going to be so so dead. yeah. but if get sacked, i think they will need to pay you just like retrenchment? LOL. i donno. but i think im working till really mid march. i needa rest. before i carry on with stuffs like either studies or NS which is likely to be. haha. yeah. so sat passed and to sun. hmm. kinda interesting day. 1st, met with this customer, who speaks hokkien plus english. so, i decided to impress this aunty with my literally good hokkien to communicate with her. LOL. my colleague was kinda stun about me talking to this customer with hokkien when she can speak english. but i think at least make people feel cosy as in someone young can actually talk to you in good hokkien and explain the product to you well. HA. yeah. so in the end, she didnt buy due to the exchanging/redemption of her credit card's gift. ._. haha. 2nd customer, a parent of a 18 years old boy, studying in US, wanted to buy the latest model in our shop. so i brought him around and showed him our latest. well, ok, its the ipod touch. so i actually tell him what is it about and what it has la. then i asked my colleague to demo to him as she is nearer to him. but he indicated me to do the demo. i was like o_o what the heck? then i went to demo. and he explained why he wanted me to demo. cos his son was big-size, bigger than me. so he wanted to know actually big sized people can actually do it. LOL~ okay. then so blah blah blah. i demo-ed to him and he actually showed me the picture of his son. and its really 2 times of me. ~_~ LOL. hahaha. yah. so i carried on to demo everything to him. then he asked for his wife to come and see. so blah blah. i was carried away talking to them explaining to them what the product is and whether he will in need of it anot. so suddenly, his wife turned to me and said,:"You really looked like my son. I feel you as my son." i was like, uh.... im not. hahhahahahahahahha. LOL. so practically they dont believe that im at the age of mine and said that i was younger then his son. kinda happy. just that he said that im prolly 12 years old which im like -_- LOL. ok. i always wanted to be 12 years old. as some knows i act like one. yeah. so on and on. and once again they didnt buy. BUT, will be back again. but to look for me. HAHA! ok. the 3rd one. its a young lady, about my age i guess. cos with the dyed hair and saying laptop for music. at 1st look, i was like, waw, omg kinda cute. so i carried on to promote the ipod to her. my colleague was like. huh? lol. his type. omg no taste. which means that they think that shes neither pretty nor cute la. but im kinda okay, cos i dont go for looks. the way she talks really attract my attention though. LOL. yeah. shes not those darn pretty or cute type. but i admire her character. hahas. okay. so she actually came with her mum and her bro. then her bro went off to cut his hair and her mum left her here in the shop and ask her to decide on which ipod she wants or so. so she was plainly playing with the ipods and stuffs. then she went off and said she will come back later. so about 20minutes later, she came back with her mum and asking her which to buy and so. what i really see of her character by her looks is those guai guai type,fillial and funny type but will get damn hilarious looking laughing over dontknow what stuff is it. so indeed, my eyesight was right. her mum wanted to buy for her, but she offered to pay half of it herself. pretty surprised. cos when your parents offered to buy things for you, you will let them pay the full amount. but shes not. haha. so in the end NEVER BUY again. LOL. yeah. so i actually looked at her again before she left, she actually offered to help her mum to take things, as in plastic bag which her mum bought when she was being left there. i mean, i hardly see girls, initiating to their parents and offer to carry the things for her without the parent asking. thats what she attracted me la. LOL. omgod. LOL. okok. stop stop. haha. yeah. im really not those who goes for looks la. but i didnt get her name as her mum keep calling her ahgirl and she sweetly called her mum MiMi. LOL. yeah. okok. but hope to see her around again. xD rights rights. thats the interesting peoples i have met for sunday. yeps. oh yeah. few of my colleagues is opening their own"shop" as in push cart in bishan soon. i'll be helping them out. so ya. haha. no capital, i offer my strengths. but i dont get it when i brought it up to my parents. they never support on what i do. they always says negatives things which really i got from HIGH TOP and with their comments, my feelings drop straight down to the 18th storey of hell. i dont know why. they either for my own good, OR i dont know. whatever i do is wrong. thats why i've said in my previous posts which is very long ago about giving up everything. yeah. if i dont give up, i gotta stand up and actually do it on my own. but whatever my decision is, i must make sure that it will be save and i will be alright. ya? haha. alrighty. time to slp.

Clarifications

2008-02-20T00:40:00.003+08:00

LOL. i dont know what happened to my computer. but i cant seem to blog just now. but now ok le. haha. just a quick post. to clarify for JO, WANS and Leslie that the post regarding the HER is just a friend of mine. LOL. serious and i swear. LOL. they simply think too much. Les called me up today and he passed to wans and jo and they started to question me after reading my blog. which i was like o_o lol? but i swear they are still in doubt in me! omg. WANS PLEASE EXPLAIN TO THEM. which i dont wan to repeat myself again. lawls. haha. okok. time to head off. gotta work again on WEDNESDAY. hais. ahah. okok. money money~!

sian, sians and sianza.

2008-02-19T01:00:00.002+08:00

just getting bored and bored of life almost everyday. as each day pass. working today is really total slack. the crowd was okay. not that much. but somehow i do enjoy a little. cos i get to walk around, i get to talk, i get to learn things. thats what i enjoy working there too. though there has lotsa to see, but working there is really fruitful. get to learn lotsa of stuffs. actually after working there, i found that mac is really user-friendly. as in its easy to use la. in terms of OS or everything. yeah yeah. its pretty cool. haha. mac air is cool. but the specs is really CMI. i gave up my thought of gettting the air. hahha. yeps yeps. guess today i talked really alot in the shop. cos they talked to me alot. LOL. okok. heh heh. haha. wa.. suddenly.. got.. nothing to blog. hahahah. weird. yeps yeps. okok. im tired. i better head off to where i shld be already. hahaha

Lame weekends.

2008-02-18T00:32:00.003+08:00

ohmy ohmy. hahahaha. im so freaking tired la. sian sian and sianzations. saturday din go for work. kinda tired. didnt sleep at all which i dont noe why. maybe certain reasons? haha. at first wanted to go. called the incharge but he didnt pick up or so. so i went back home instead. then slack slack awhile bought rice home for sis and me. then rest awhile and felled asleep. slept till 8pm plus when i got nosied by the irritating event that was held below my blk. got pissed off but still unable to sleep. but im still still tired. then smsed awhile then talked on fone. then still fell asleep due to my sleepyness. slept till about 8plus when i woke up. then prepared myself and went to met her. but expected la, we were both quiet there. she uses her fone and sms while i sit there looking at her sms and drink my water. LOL. hahas then sent her to take bus to her friend's house and i took cab to work. went to work. the people looks surprised to see me. cos they thought i quitted which i didnt. today work sucks. one, too sian. two, so many customer tio kop by colleagues. wa liews. sian sia. lol. haha. even knocked off at 10plus instead of 930. hais. damn sian. really feel like quitting and find a new job. but 1st must find before quitting. if not i will slack. ha. sian. lolx. oh yeah. everybody knows my gheymate Mr.WM got GF le. hahha. his 1st GF ever. Grats~~ our friend-in-law. hes pretty fast as we all was saying. within a week and they got together. and i think they got together on 14feb? which is like, awwww.. how nice. haha. nevertheless, wished them long lasting and give us red bomb real soon. 1hit KO. hahaha. oh man. thinking of that, thats saddens me. thinking that, our next movie trips with peeps, they will be coupled coupled. and im all alone. awww.. lols. that will be SM&YL, WM&GF, JO&KC, EC&BF, W&L and WJ&hisimagineryfriend. hahahaha. oh boy. sad.. hahaha. okoks time to sleep. its gonna be a long day tml as i will be working as requested by myself.
oh yeah. 2 songs to recommend. lols. one is from myself,洋蔥 by 楊宗緯Aska. one is polluted from WM's blog and my sis rantings for the song over and over again. but afterawhile, i find it nice. the 1st song which is played on the player. 亲爱的,那不是爱情 by 张韶涵Angela

洋蔥 by 楊宗緯Aska

如果你眼神能
够为我片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现
你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸
你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意..

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣我
就像一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情..

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现
你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸
你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意..

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现
你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸
你会流泪
只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意..
你会鼻酸
你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意..

亲爱的,那不是爱情 by 张韶涵Angela

教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

THE BUGS STRIKES BACK.

2008-02-15T13:29:00.002+08:00

oh my oh my. the bugs striked back. omg omg omg. after 2weeks of relax, it striked back. but this time it didnt bite me. its i saw it on my bed which i was like wtfug. it striked back. then i went to all the corners of my bed to clear it away. oh mine. if it were to breed and start attacking me, my hand would be worsen as it already tyco-ed by the previous attack. oh my gosh. zzzzzzzzzzzz. fugging bugs. thank goodness i have cleared them just in time. if not. oh my fugging goodness gracious me. LOL. haha. errrrr. omgosh. i feel the itch now. brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. it wont strike back anymore i guess. if not, i will need to handle them via FIRE. thats what my dad asked me to. alrighty. i feel the itch. goooooooooooooooooodddddddddddnnnnnneeeeeeeessssssss. LOL. eh.. wad i want to say.. hmm.. later ba. i haven been sleeping since like yesterday's evening? omg. haha. be back later.

HCNY

2008-02-11T02:50:00.000+08:00

WOOTS. hahahas. okok. its new year. alrighty. fair enough. its 2.50am right now for me to blog.

Eve of new year.
apparently, as usual, slept damn damn late at 630am. then woke up super late which is like 11am plus where my mum screams and shouts which i dont get anything on my BLURNESS after wake. felt emo awhile before getting my butt up and start moving things around. clear lots of stuffs, mainly not my stuffs, then prayed and so and so. draggy till about 1plus 2 where i ran out of house to avoid the scoldings from my mum and last minute shopping of my jeans which i didnt buy. not didnt buy i shld say.is buying but was unable to get before CNY. black skinny. -_-. which i have no idea how i will look like in that black skinny. LOL. okays. 1st meet the STAGE thingy of the shirts and etc. talked awhile and started hunting of my jeans at Junction 8. bought 2 of it at 50bucks? lol. due to the 40% discounts blah blah blah. afterthat, took my own sweet time to train home. damn sian of going out alone, but used to it. then.... time to prepare for steamboat and stuffs. about 8 plus where everyone settle and we started to steamboat. LOL. but this year didnt take any photos due to the laziness of me and my sis though my fone can take but i still think the camera sucked like hell and i desprately wan to change it asap end of FEB. so blah blah blah. ate till everybody's stomach was practically fulled. LOL~ dine till about 10 plus and i stopped everything and start moving around the house, digesting my foods etc. and msging people etc etc. LOL. yeah. my daily routine. like one of them replied. ' haa! you never failed to send a message to greet people. here's yours, happy new year.' awww. lol. hahaha. from linette. haha. then slowly i sat infront of comp again and slacked. till about 1150pm, started to call JO's hp for conferencing for countdown, and from the max of 6 person, we made till 8 person. WAW. hahaha. yeah. but the countdown was a failure cos they cut our line away. oh fug. hahaa. then recountdown after recalling. talked a while and then back to msn. and me went to yearly routine to pray. ~_~. and started shou ye-ing till 630am and sleep.

1st Day of new year.
haha. due to the sleepyness of me sleeping at 630am, i was only able to wake up at 1130am where the second family came as i heard rubbish and stuffs. LOL. the 1st family who came i didnt even hear anything till the 2nd one. hahaa. overheard that one of the son is getting married this august. and guess what. HE IS THE SAME AGE AS MY SIS. LOL. so i practically laughed my ass off. ahhaha. and so, my granny asked why never bring over blah blah blah. and he say next time then bring. added by him:' but hor, she very swee one. eye big big round round one. very pretty one dont worry.' i was like. WTF? lol? got people say till liddat. i shall open my eyes big big and see if its true. LOL~ Then slacked, eat, and played DS. then 2nd aunt came.. haha. 1st aunt and fam couldnt come due to some bonding which they dont wan to come. as in cant come as they thought we are superstitious or what. but we are not. WE ARE YOUNG AND OPEN MINDED. LOL. then went over to grand aunt's house? i suppose. LOL. they kept dog. and my sis and mum was keep staring at the room's door if its close as the door is inside. LOL. haha. and there is this scene where the dog came out and startled my mum and sis. LOL i wasnt startled by the dog BUT by my sis hitting on my arm.-_- then about evening, called 1st aunt and fam if they want to come out for dinner, and we went to clarke quay to eat the Chen Fu Ji i think. yeah. no pictures once again. as really, the 4 cousins of us busy eating. LAWL. hahaha. yeah... the dinner cost 300 bucks. waw. for 12 people okay. really ex. ha. yeps. then walked around at clarke quay and we saw the happening turkish ice cream. 4 of us ate it. its pretty nice. this time round got pic liao~ hahaha. but upload later inthe day. then slacked infront of the bungee thingy. saw those retarded people playing, its really a waste of money. 50 bucks for 2 seconds of thrill? which will scare the wits out of you. HAHA. then cam-whoring with the couzzies and stuffs. and watched the fire-works display. we didnt know of the fire-works. is i overheard from others in the 7-eleven. lol~ but still manage to watch it. hahaha. shall post the video. then went home and slacked~ the joke among the 4 of us.:
ME: so fra and san is 2x yrs old le. when are you getting married after hearing about the son getting marry at your age. exactly the same?
THEY: *%)%#()@$@ lame dao yao si*
ME: im getting married this feb 31st le leh. you all oso this year hor. okok? lou leh? you oso leh.*GRINS*(cos no more date for them to choose)
LOU: Oh! one day before yours. 30th feb.
ME: *speechless*bwg.
ME: then fra and sand is april 31st and june 31st liao lor. 2,4,6 mahs.
THEY: *pengz bth*
LOL. i started it.

2nd day of new year.
went to mum's side's relative house. last year was my house to host, this year is my 4th aunt's house. haha. okay~ travelled on cab. from clementi to BP. LOL. 10bucks okay~ haha. yeah.. reached there at about 3 plus? then slacked awhile, talked awhile, crap awhile, tio suanned awhile. as usual la. i brought the joke out. they asked if i got GF not, then i said. 'oh yeah yeah! getting married this year feburary 31st.' stunned for amoment.. and realised it to be lame after sometime. LOL~ again, tio suan of me being cold or wad cos i wearing my STAGE hoodie. but its to cover my hand's injury wad. ._. lol. then blah blah blah started to mahjong. 4th uncle took a 10k vietnam dollars and asked me to use it. i was like o_o. lol? then i used it to make my luck. but it stay for my luck for only 1round. won 3bucks at 1st. one whole stack of coins. but but. due to my foul mouth, saying my cousin will take back all at once. and in the end, i lost 60cents. ._. dine there and slacked there. but this year didnt talk much to those kids. cos, all dao me liao. bth. kaos~ hahas. then went home and stuffs. reached home and waited for mum to come home as she stayed there to chat and stuff. then she told me that my uncle, was earning big bucks. and indeed. i saw how much he took from his pocket. really once stack of blue inside with orange colour and my mum says purple too. hes practically earning 10k amonth. oh gosh. 10k. lol. mum told me that he asked my mum want to start a business or wad anot. then i brought up to her that i wan to set a business, selling clothing just like STAGE. shes was like ~_~ who cares. ._. sad. ahahah

3rd day of new year.
i actually forgot what happen this date. LOL OH MINE. OH I REMEMBERED. i was practically slping for the whole day till 8pm when i woke up tot of going movie with sis and couzzie fra in the night.

4th day of new year.
kena force wake by my mum. LOL. went to pandan's temple in the morning. waw. lol. tons of CBs which i go o_o. omg? sure anot. am i dreaming? LOL hahahah. yeps. then slacked and went to bugis temple. lol. then slacked and went over to orchard cine to meet couzzie fra for movie. went to the basement to get the crepes to fill our muchy mouths. mum paid all~ lol. even the movie tickets. haha. the 4 of us. heh. haha. then went to walk around while waiting for the movie to enter. then went to buy the nachos and stuffs. it was freaking alot of people manszxzx. haha. and its the first time, i caught them without giving us receipt. and as promised, they shld refund us if they didnt issue receipt. but in the end we didnt cos he miscalulate too. so better not to confront him. haha. watched CJ7. omg. darn cool show. practically laughing all the way. and its the 1st show my mum didnt slp during the show. she actually cried at the sad part. LOL. lawls. hahahaa. was crapping with sis about buying car. lol. 19 years old le, time to save up for my lao po ben and my car before 25. xD alrighty pics up later in the afternoon. =D

HCNY

2008-02-07T03:16:00.000+08:00

LOL~ im so freaking tired. got tons to blog. hmm. maybe tml? lol. ate too much. CNY is a fatten festival. LOL. was conferencing with the peeps just now. LOL. so lame. lol~ okok. shall stop and head to bed. byee pipols.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DUMBASS MAN.

2008-02-06T05:29:00.000+08:00

went out for movie with peeps. Sweeny Todd. damn gross show.LOL. ketchups all over. which stopped me somehow for ketchup. for sometime.

hmm. one word to describe my feelings right now. FUCK IT. im damn pissed off with myself. i was like, how can i make such a huge and unbearable mistake? HOW COULD I? WHY WILL THIS HAPPEN DEAD TO ME? damn it. i always thought i ordered the right shirt from the right place. BUT. this time, i order from the right place. BUT. WRONG FUCKING DESIGN. damn it man. seriously damn it. and i meant, i dont mind getting the wrong design for myself due to my carelessness. BUT! ITS TOGETHER WITH MY FRIEND'S ONE. HOW AM I GOING TO RETURN THIS? shucks. im really a goondo who cant get things done smoothly. i should learn my lesson for now. always check, before everything proceed. now everything has been done. oh boy. ONE solution is the keep the shirt for my own wearing and return him the money he has paid, ANOTHER would be hoping he will accept the shirt for what it is and give me time to buy the shirt and give it to him as an apology. OH DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!

ok peoples.

help me take a look out for this piece of design. if there is any stock of XL. LET ME KNOW. REGARDLESS OF PRICING NOT MORE THAN 120SGD will do.

day for movie. plus invaders.

2008-01-30T19:47:00.000+08:00

watched 27dresses with peeps. and we are slacking NOW. at gelare. oh man. LOL. okoks. here comes the invaders~

WILSONE WILSONE WILSONE(BIG BULLY NUMBER 1)
YES YES, i'm ONE OF THE INVADERS!
i ENJOY talking and going out with YOU GUYS.
going NS soon right?
and when time goes by, i will see a SLIMER WILSON(LIKE ON DIET)
anyway, find a GIRLFRIEND soon, but not the characteristics of SOMEBODY i know hor.
i think YOU KNOW WHO I'M TALKING, because they will TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU!!
and THAT'S BAD!
hahahas((:
JO

BROTHER!!! brother!!! BROTHER!!!
HAIz fourth time to invade le, some how getting tired of it but okay lah its fun to invade anyway,
bro.. i think it is time for u to slim down le really!! but i noe u gg to do it during national service le bah.. so anyway good luck to u first b4 gg to n.s bah lolx
but don follow wad JO say go find a girlfriend... find it after n.s really!!! u noe why bah??
so first to wish u a early happy new year then... :)
leslie :)

YOYOYO......Gey Brother... first time invade yr blog dam excited sia..... u doing such a good deed in letting us to invade yr blog..... ok la... i shall be nice and appreciate yr effort.... hmmm now yr life either NS or poly... but seriously, going to neither 1 is ok de... just return wat is u owe the government.... LOL.... faster serve and be a MAN !!!!! hmmm and u will be forever in the bullies group de... and u can never be the nicest person.... only me can be... so wait for your next life then... AHAHAAHAHAHAHA
Zac Efron

wow!! for the overall conclusion erm... nice person after all in our group of S.H.I.T.S , and kind of joker in us.. hahaX.. always GET HIGH whenever we go out but thats good STAY HAPPY. LOL! okay lah end here liao.. conclusion by LESLIE!

A day out. haha.

2008-01-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

oh yeah. oh man. i feel like changing my blog pic again. kinda sucks. LOL. i think i'll do it before new year. sian. weekends suppose to be resting but i've gotta work. oh man. awww.. but i hope to work from monday to friday instead. one is more income, two is i can hang out with my friends and family. haa. sian. desperately in need of CASH! VITAMIN M. heh. haha. okok. yest as from previous post, went out with the usual peeps. yeps. went to celebrate Angie's birthday etc. hahas. okay.. actually not much to blog about that. cos not much of a planning for this event. HAHA. next is our dearie laoda one. LOL. hahas. okay. so far we know what we will be getting for her already~ haha. yeps. hmm... today's K is really CMI. my voice keep keeping till can not come out. LOL. as usual, cant hit the high notes of CaoGe's beipan,istillbelieve. hai. sian. need to brush up. and save up for vocal lesson in march~ must go thru evaluation wtf. hai. nehmind. lol. hmmm.. yeah.. i was saying went out with the peeps. had fun again, and as usual i got high fo nothing? LOL. pictures to be posted up tml instead due to the inefficiency of Ms Wans and MrWeimin. LOL. hahas. yeah. had some sort heart to heart talk with lao da on the way to PS to train home. overall felt better after talking to her. haha. yeah. da jie ma~ lol. she owe me a meal. xD. hahahaha. okok. i shld be starting on my blog pic for launch before new year.yeah.

P.S those who knew that i didnt get thru for my maths, thanks for the concern mucha. and im ok with it, as expected. though i thought i will be able to pass this time, but i still didnt make thru. nonetheless, i want thanks all who concerned. Im okay. alrights? not a worry :D maybe i didnt get thru but i get thru for admission in poly? you never know. at most i botak only. haha.

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a week at work

2008-01-29T16:33:00.000+08:00

started working on saturday.. journey to there is like journey to the west. the journey is tedious. 40mins trip. from my house to parkway parade. but overall working condition there is great! people are friendly, except some. yeah. sold 10k worth of ipods. cool uh. 1st day sales was 11 ipods. 2nd day is 8 ipods. kinda cool haha. okok. nothing to blog. heading out soon. oh yeah. had my hair cut. hahaha. super toot. lolx. okies. blog later in the night.

sad.

2008-01-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

hai. felt despaired. everything came out not it suppose to be. seriously down in the dumps. no wills and everything. may everything go as planned. meet me before april peoples. after which i will MIA for 2 years. ha. yeah. hmm. yeps. but hopefully, what i am doing now should be paid off to me. i dont know. please, give me a chance to live on. my mum is not encouraging me and so do others. thats what i really dont wished to happen. but still, it happened. and happened to early. hai. but nonetheless, my effort should be able to pay off.
1) you will get into luck compare to last year.
2) never poke your nose in other's business.
3) if you try, you will get what you want.
4) failure in relationship.
5) care for elderlies in your house.

above is the thingy for snake's zodiac. okay. thats about it. but it will all happen after feb6.

dont worry peoples. i wont do anything foolish. ((:

bombarded

2008-01-23T00:11:00.001+08:00

wad a news. everything happens within one week. its just the start of the year and much stuffs occur. personal life, studies. everything within one week will seriously drive me insane. oh man. alrights. MDIS side results out. Business Accounting with a Grade B and Fundamentals of Information Technology with a Grade D. what will happen to maths? GRADE C will make my day. and of course, a course to continue study. yeah. oh man. everything is just too fast moving. i couldnt take it man. kill me.

bored

2008-01-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

hahas. bored.. sians. as usual rotted at home. lol. heard the news. results out on thrusday. ZOMG. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. im super sian. not in the mood almost whole day. with effect of yesterday's things and stuffs super no mood. i think its time to clarify stuffs and my turn to bring things up. ha. super no mood can. blah. nvm. hmm. oh ya. maybe working soon. tml need to go down le. hopefully can start work nxt wk instead of this week. kinda sian. hope to pass man. PLEASE BLESS ME WITH EVERYTHING. PRAY FOR ME. THAT I WILL PASS. man. i will pass and i will definetely PASS.

as usual.

2008-01-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

hahas. as usual, stayed at home again. hahahaha. okays.. kinda bored. woke up at 2pm again. cleaned my room etc. couldnt able to on the comp for almost the whole day. stab me. ahaha. yeps. overall room is kinda clean now. hopefully no more mozzies attacking me. for goodness sake. haha. okay.. fifth aunt came over and ya. house was full of noise with those 2 kids. yea. as usual, im being bullied, BY KIDS. oh my. why am i always getting bullied by kids. but i dont get angry with them. thats the weird side of me. i usually will shout and the person who agitates me or ever hurl curses and swearings. LOL. but im a nice person. i dont do that often. just smile and get over it. neutral already. hahas. yeps.. hmmm then went down to coffee shop and had a feast? LOL. hahas. yes. feast. hmmm.. perhaps thats what i wished is it to be everyday? everyday everyone's around eating together, monday to sunday. but its not gonna happen. only on sat, sun and cny. ha. yeps. hmmm. guess thats about it. lols. that WANS and WEIMIN's pack on blogging everyday, doesnt seems to work. only me is the frequent blogger now. haha. thats all~ adieus.

i dont know what is happening.

but i just cant accept.

everyone knows.

i hate girls who smoke.

and seriously.

thats my principle.

for now. and forever.

never to be changed.

nothing mucha

2008-01-20T01:36:00.000+08:00

hahas. as usual slept at 4plus. hahas. yeps. woke up at 2 then played comp. oh main. typical saturday. staying at home and rot. need money.. hais. must die die go find job liao.. hmm.. celebrated dad's birthday at home today. intended to go out and eat, but dad's not feeling well so stayed at home and eat. ate western food and mum bought KFC back. darn fattening. hais. sian. wad to do.. ha. hmm pictures tml ba. kinda tired already. haha. okays.. afterall, its another typical saturday. oh ya. went to NP yest again. and i caught POAYIN dance. OMG. haha. then saw those S-pop people and got freebies this time round. haha. yup yup. okok. im heading to bath and sleep soon. seriously need to go and buy my new year's stuff. shirts already settled in KL's trip. hopefully i didnt put on weight. needa buy pants and etc. damnn.. haha. okok. new year's resolution:
1.slim down.
2.buck up in photoshop.
3.get into poly.
4.back to studies.:D
thats about it. haha. will do some editings to it. adieus

A day out. reserves for later

2008-01-19T03:58:00.000+08:00

too late to blog. im tired. heading off to slp. byeeeeeeeeee

nothing much

2008-01-18T02:36:00.000+08:00

nothing much. slept exceptionally early last night. but was moving left to right, right to left. couldnt get into sleep. perhaps is the frequent sleepless night i had. blah. i dont care. hopefully i'll be jolly well sleeping. (: okays. nothing much today. went down to NP for the open house. went for the couselling etc. was interested as usual engineering. electrical,computing, blah blah blah. then came across this real estate management. okay. it rather caught my attention. i was actually thinking, by looking at name, its to develop you into real estate agent or what so ever. but its competely wrong! haha. its like, erm, managing the property? as in like events in convention halls, you need to do all those lightings, connection, telephone lines blah blah blah. yeah. and to keep safe the building. as in like when you go into shopping center, you need to prevent water falling from ceilings, broken pipes or even paintings in the mall. as in, it looks brand new though its like 6 years old. kind of stuff. yeps. but the cut off is, woo. haha. forget it. really hope to get the freaking C6 in my freaking maths on the freaking certificate. one, it looks nicer. two, i can study further. arg. wtf. heck it. pls pass. i just want to get into school and study before its too late. whatever the saying was learning is never too late. what the crap is it i dont care. (: haha. okay. so on and on. was going NP alone. so msg those who studied in NP. they are either studying or waiting for BF LOL. hahaha. okay. thats true okay. yups. so only manage to met up with ching er. but was rather short la. about 10 plus mins and shes off for lessons again. so slacked around and walked walked and ~~babe-watched~~=X and waatched the duo, Soler, performed. after that slacked again and headed back to clementi to help peeps to ask for their prices on DS-lites. after that headed home and get my freaking PSP for checkup there again. blah blah blah and i'm here bloggin in the middle of the night. haha. okay.. thats about it la. oh ya. apple with their new launch. freaky cool MACBOOK AIR. the thinest notebook in the world. woo. haha. if i can get into poly, its definetely my choice. ((:

cool uh. HAHA. 2988SGD ((:

source from: http://www.apple.com.sg/macbookair/

speechless

2008-01-17T01:54:00.001+08:00

LOL. okay. nothing to blog. hahas. not in the mood. byeeeee

Movie trip

2008-01-16T03:15:00.000+08:00

hahas. DIDNT SLEEP AGAIN. as usual. haha. no la. slept at 830am as usual. was watching dou niu. stucked at ep7. haha. im a slow watcher can? cos i cant sit infront of the comp and watch video for a certain period of time. unless someone watches with me. if not i cant sit still. hahaha. yeps. okay.. back topic. slept at 830am after watching it and charged my touch as i uses it to watch youtube. hahaha. yups. then continue sleeping till 11plus. and i suppose WANS and WEIMIN will give me morning call or something. but they didnt. so i continued to sleep. until 12pm where calls started to come. hahaaha. suppose to meet them at 12pm at school. but im just plain lazy to go there and back to my sleep. so slept till about 3plus and went to bath etc. checked msn and found out that JO and WANS was 'spamming' me in msn. haha. but im still asleep at that time duhz. ahhaa. yeps. then went down to grab something to eat while waiting for the rain to stop. then met JO,WANS,WEIMIN,LESLIE at queenstown MRT as usual. hahas. then proceeded to AMK hub for movie. while waiting for our dearest laoda to arrive, we slacked at zone x. played tons of retarded games. LOL. didnt spend much as im on budget. no money ler. hahaa. so blah blah blah. dined at the ZONEX cafe. and its freaky reasonable price with good food. i suppose. haha. cos the nebo club gives member price. haha. okay. ya.. but my card is like going to expire in august. so watch movie or anything at cathay, find me. till august. haha. okays. then watched body19. ahaha. okay. i read some friend's blog who watched it and they said that it was gross. indeed, it was damn damn gross. haha. but me and weimin was like, practically laughing throughout the show? LOL. okay. its not that the show made us laugh. its the people around us made us laugh. LOL. hahahaahah its likeLOL. ya. then we was like at the stairs there. then i turn to my right. and i saw leslie's head. i was like o_o? wtf? LOL. then i saw the three of them went damn low. LOL. i practically laughed my ass off. HAHA. then i was like, uh, the scary part haven come la!arrg. wasnt able to lighten those pic i sneak shot-ed. shld have on the nightmode. okays. my fone sucks. and im changing it like. soon? hopefully i get a job etc. then was like LOL. then me and weimin was laughing and laughing. then infront of laoda and jorie was one couple. the girl was like, waaw. so calm, then the guy was like. @$_*)_@)%*(@)_%* sissied. LOL. especially the starting. his hand was like.

his like relaxing on the armrest as shown. abit not clear. sorry for my F9-ed art. then after a scary scene, his hand was moved towards his chest, like tio cua. and stiffed. LOL. i laughed my whole ass OFF. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHA. and the another scene was he jumped from his seat! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.

LOL. this scene is the best of the best. he was talking to his gf then when he turned back to the screen, it was that scary scene and he grabs onto that girl's arm. me and weimin really laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed. and i swear we are the 2 who laughs to the maxxx in the cinema. but hope we didnt turn others off on that horror part. HAHA. yeps. then after the show i asked weimin to see how that guy looks like. he knew we are laughing and he pulled his gf saying"disgusting,disgusting! faster go faster go!" LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL laughs. hahahahaha. okay. thats about that guy. hahaha. okay.. yeps. overall i didnt get the story line. cos its kinda messy. the killer become a multi personality disorder? and sees himself as other people. especially after the whole show they showed that the guy who is appearing all the time is dead and the person who is the guy who kept appearing is the doctor. which is like (@)*@)($&%)(%&* retarded confusing. LOL. okay. we do get frighten by some parts of the show whereas i got frighten by the sound effect than the picture. LOL. but after this movie, me and weimin concluded. Girls, please find a boyfriend who doesnt afraid of horror movie like US. LOL. im laughing man. LOL. hahaha. okaaaay.. aftershow we talked a little and more on that guy then proceeded home. haha. the girls are really afraid to go home. LOL. but they still manage to reach home safely. HAHA. yeps. MRT-ed home with weimin and met mum at admiratly to go home together. on the train, there was this uncle, complaining why the MRT doesnt speaks in chinese but in english. LOL. im like, wad to do? this is sg wad. right? then he and his complaints. LOL. and he said whole lotta rubbish. saying that he was from famous chinese sch or anything la. kind of retard hahaa. okok. thats about it. righty. im off to sleep. imma nice kid today. im sleeping. ((: oh ya. i lost 2 freaking kilos in 2 days due to my weird stomach and its the 3rd day. but after movie trip gained back. @$(_*_@(%&@)(%& but nvm, i shall weigh tml again. :DD nxt movie trip would be Cloverfield,CJ7(stephen chow's movie) and deathnote 3. :DD

~~AVP2~~
~~Body19~~

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

2008-01-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

lol. ok.. title abit retarded. didnt sleep again. maybe last night slept too much. HA. lol. okays.. din sleep till 8plus. when my mum starts to search for me when im like staying in the toilet playing DS. and she thought i went out for jogging or what. lol. hahaha. okay.. then after sms a little and went to bed. really deep sleep. haha. then woke up at 4plus. and fell asleep again. then officially woke up at 5plus. and its a miracle to see my granny watching YLBFB. and Yang Zong Wei was on the show. i was like o_o. LOL. hahas. then watched abit and went back to slack. ya.. feeling abit sian so watched tv and blah blah blah. lol. haha. yeps. hmm then msn.. was reading everyone's msn nick. kinda funny. lol. but actually i know alot of things via there but im not saying out. cos i know people do read blogs. LOL. serious. cos you nvr know whose reading etc. yups. yeps. and i wont get bothered by it la. blogging means its open to everyone to see. if not wont blog ler. so if you wan to blog just blog. just that dont bring it up to like racism or political issues. everything will be fine. (: hahas. okok. nothing to blog ler.. hahas.

lol. recently going gaga over this 魏如昀 from 星光大道第二季. shes like talented? and her christian name is like QUEEN. wow. haha. but her voice really WOOHOO. i kinda like girls who sing rock song. like avril lavigne. shes like avril lavigne kind. LOL.

HAHA. yes. SODA GREEN. they totally rocked my MP3 music can. LOL. really. i really wish to listen to them live. its a must buy album. seriously. MUSTBUY.

ohya. deathnote3 L change the world is going to be released on 9 Feb in japan and 21st feb in singapore. do take note of it. http://wwws.warnerbros.co.jp/L-movie/

hahas. wells. yepss.thats all folksssss.

sometimes, i dont know whether to carry on or not. really.

WEETS

2008-01-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

lol. okok. at least i got the mood to blog with this new skin. starting to love it liao. hahaha. yeps. hahahahaha. okokkkkkkkkkkk

hahas.

12jan:

din sleep the on the day before. so was bright awake. woke sis up and went to MrPrata for breakfast/lunch. then slacked awhile.. editing my blog's pics and went to Funan to find weimin for my job interview at 3pm. so got myself interviewed. overall was ok la. he asked lots of stuffs as i was working in another brand's company previously. so i still can answer what he had ask. yeps. then after that, he said im eligible, but they all looking for longterm basis staff. so he put me in KIV 1st. but hope can get la. good news on tues. if not i rot at home liao. haha. then after that went back to find weimin and etc and rushed to J8 to meet the stage seller for my PK jacket. im like super broke now. no $$. that jacket sucked all my money. its $1XX. kaos. gotta save liao.. hahas. then went home and continue with the edits. published my blog at 11pm. lol and jorie was the 1st to check it out. cos i was publishing then my sis wan to use. so didnt tell them or so. lol.. but she still manage to see it. oh wells. haha.

11jan:

nothing much. slept pratically whole day. which is like freaking retard. woke and slp woke and slp. hahaha. i woke up and 930am, then its like so quiet outside. then i heck it off my alarm and sleep again. woke up at 5plus, my sis came back and make a whole lot of noise. went back to sleep again. woke up at 8plus, dinner time. so never sleep. but im sleeping real soon. haa. yeps. lols. okayy... i really got nothing to blog ler. hahas. okay.. yeps. got the letter from seab yesterday. notifying that my results will be out very soon. oh boy. if never pass, botak on apr. lol. so its best not to have any relationship within this days cos if NS you never know whats gonna happen. unless you are very sure that the person will wait for you for 2months. for me im 2 months not 3 months LOL. okkkay.... thats about it la. hahas.

lols. okok.. this is the bag containing my PK. cool hor.

lols. front.

the product.

the tag. lols FYI its M size hor. LOL. GRATS ME. xD

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

2008-01-13T00:47:00.001+08:00

woooooo im done with it already. GRATS ME. WOOHOO!)#_(!_)$*@_)()*@_)*@_%* lolsa. okok. i think i will blog tml. kinda.. tired. nvr sleep since last night. been doing up this.. but overall it came out nice. aahahahahaha. okokok. love all~!

ALMOST

2008-01-11T06:06:00.000+08:00

hahas. okok. after 3 hours of hard work. at least something came out. but i don wan to publish 1st bcos its still in a mess. ok. stay tune and wait for the look. but its still the old template FYI. so ya. i will continue tml. 6am now and i need to wake up before 1pm tml! @$)(*@)($*@)($*
try to. hahahahaha.

World Peace and Peace Out YO!

REVAMPTION

2008-01-09T03:56:00.001+08:00

time for revamption of my this stupid little bloggy. hahas. yeah. new start with new image on my blog. heh. cool uh. okok. i shall spend my day revamping it today. i mean later on. let me finish my mid night tv 1st. and sign up up for that lil facebook later on. okays. i will do it later i promise. =) photoshop skills again. heh. =))

World Peace and Peace Out YO!

Event of the year.

2008-01-05T02:30:00.000+08:00

hahas. okok. im back to post.. hahas. just came back from WANS's chalet in the morning and when i reached home is to sleep. and guess wad. i slpt till 10pm. WELLDONE. hahas. yeps. din do much things yesterday. but overall ok. the plan went out well as we planned since like dec? hahas. yeps. the gift was going on smoothly. cos we kept her in the dark. then im like one pervertic moron, asking her friends, which is all girls, and go into the room and lock it to prevent her from coming in. seriously, im being labelled as pervert i think since that. lawls. ok. wadeva. yup. but not all who was included in the book came and signed. so abit spoiled off. but overall its alright. so yups.

02jan2008:

went out to print the gift. the night before i slpt at 7am. doing the card and the insides. abit last min job. ok. im famous for lastmin jobs. then completion at 630am. so slack abit and start waking people as its the 1st day of school. yup. then manage to slp abit before meeting weimin and leslie at queensway to print. was unable to finalise the book so slacked at mac and waited for jorie for confirmation of everything. but was unable to identify her cousin anyway. so, heck it. running out of time. then went to print and etc. but the product was really impressive. im really proud of my work. and seriously. i didnt copy from anything ok. its just skills. font skill and copying skills. and it turn out to be exactly the same lime mag. which im really impressed with my photoshop skills. after printing, we went over to pasir ris and recky around to see wad we can do there on the actual day. the place is kinda small. but hard for games too. so overall. LOL. ok. then went back to write the card and headed home.

P.S i've got big secrets revealed. but im not telling it here. Paparazzi on duty. =)))

03jan2008:

overslept. suppose to meet weimin and leslie at 12pm but i actually reached at 1pm. din overslept actually. was awake at 10am then busy packing my bags for that day. so prepare everything and proceed to meet them. had lunch and then wait for the shuttle to go the chalet. reached there at about 3plus. then technical assisants starts to prepare everything. so waited for erine,jorie and angie to arrive to write on that book. around 4 plus 5, weimin and leslie became the technical staffs, setting up the PA system LOL. while me, being a previous scout, setting up the bbq fire. and i tell you. it did light up ok. haha. then started to bbq things for them. then after bbq was the cake cutting and games time. was teasing WANS. but failed. im a good DJ overall. cos, i said so! HAHA. ya.. then after that im the DJ for the day. they played the games and throwed water bomb and almost everyone was wet. really wet. then went to jump into the swimming pool and i swear that u jump into the swimming pool at 10pm, the water is freaking cold. after everything, we gotta clear up the mess. so before we cleared up, we present the gift from US to WANS. i was like.

Me: HEY WANS. i've been a great fan of you!

WANS: huh?

Me: *took the lime mag out* pls sign for me!

WANS *SCREAMS* OMG! AHHHHH!

Me: eh sign leh!

WANS: aiya wait la. i open my presents 1st.

we was like. wad the. ask us wait. we heartbreak sias. LOL. haha. but overall its funny la. but i think in the end she still din sign it. hahaha! wells okok. we seriously hope she enjoyed wad we had planned for her and wad we have gave her. haha. alrightly. thats all le.

i shall end my post with her mag. =D

hahas. okay.. pay me if you wan the similar one. i wont charge much. about 300 per cover. hahas. or if you give me a very good reason on why i shld make it for you, i may consider doing it for free. for more information refer me at msn with and doubts/quiries. I may do for free hor. depending on who ask. xP oh my. Talent quest is on sunday. and my voice is half past six and i haven chose my songs YET! damn it. wish me luck. =D

World Peace and PeaceOut!

2008!

2008-01-02T06:02:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 2OO8 PEOPLE~! hahas. ok. i will post later in the day. im kinda tired. hahas. much loves.

2008!

2008-01-02T06:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2OO8 PEOPLE~! hahas. ok. i will post later in the day. im kinda tired. hahas. much loves.